tossed to the curb again |
the adventure continues. after 2 days in the trailer i'm going to be on the street again tomorrow. i just have a problem with being threatened with physical violence. so hopefully i can get most of th...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jul 2005 18:14:00 GMT |
scattered to the winds |
i'm now temporarairly (sp) living in a mobile home owned by my best friends nephew. he is 28 and a partyer so i'm alone most of the time. i start work again monday. just an update. don't know if anyon...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jul 2005 00:24:00 GMT |
out of the ashes again |
tonight i move into a mobile home with my best friends nephew. i also got my old job back and start my training on monday. i've been doing a lot of soul searching and don't like what i see at all. wit...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jul 2005 10:17:00 GMT |
copy of a copy |
this is a copy of a post i put up on a suicide message board i used to be a member of. it pretty much sums up my life and mindset up until a few months ago before my second and this time destructive m...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jul 2005 20:05:00 GMT |
the rise and fall part 2 |
so what now? here i am, i live on the street or with a friend whenever she can let me stay over, like tonight. i have reapplied and aplied for several jpbs and am waiting to hear back from them (on my...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jul 2005 19:22:00 GMT |
the rise and fall part 1 |
this entry will be in multiple parts as i am writing and thinking about my life thus far and how i have screwed it up and destroyed the people who cared about me. my therapist says writing how i feel ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jul 2005 12:16:00 GMT |
i woke up this morning |
i woke up this morning and it finally hit me. it really is over. all of it. i woke up this morning and realized that i really am all alone. all that i loved and cared about is gone, i am adrift in the...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jul 2005 21:18:00 GMT |
Falls Apart |
this has been hell week. when things fall apart they sure do it in a big way. how many times must i start again? as many times as i can before i really do go insane or just as many as it takes to make...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Jun 2005 20:21:00 GMT |
make up my mind |
went to pdoc today and she told me that i am not bipolar, i do have major depressive dosorder with PTSD. fun for the whole family. otherwise things are going good. i'm thinking of spending all day tom...
Posted by on Wed, 25 May 2005 22:44:00 GMT |
