About Me
my name is annie,
like the orphan.
hello stranger,
& thank you for your smile
:]
i still find each day too short for all the thoughts i want to think, all the walks i want to take, all the books I want to read& all the friends i want to see ♥ [i don't have time for all this petty bullshit. so, i'll take what u have to say about me, blow u a kiss& be on my way. if u haven't noticed i don't really care what you think ]
in joy, annie x3
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hello. Quite a few people hate me, a handful of people love me, and the majority of the population seems to be apathetic. And I don't mean to say that in the self-pitying sense. I take it as it is. Normally. Admittedly, I know I'll be mentally unstable in a few years, daily meds and pillowed walls included, with cathy as my roommate. Did i mention i like light ... ALOT? well it fascinates me with its uncanny ability to both conceal and reveal. plus, it's really pretty when it shines through those prism like thangs. it makes my heart feel like a hot fudge sundae ♥ Sometimes I wish that I was the weather, you'd bring me up in conversation forever. And when it rained, I'd be the talk of the day. I'm a bitch or I'm just shy- it depends on the day. Or perhaps I'm both. I cook, as long as there's directions, I laugh, as long as I can, I'll entertain, as long as you don't scare me, and i'll live as long as there's meaning. As you can see, most of my love is conditional. I love all, but only work to keep a few in my life. Making amends has come more easily and is now a habit I've grown accustomed too. I can't say that I've never made a mistake, but I can honestly say that through every experience I have always gained something valuable from it. writing is my outlet. i just love to...WRITE. about anything and everything and all thats in between. I'm not perfect, and I'm sure you're not perfect either- but we can have our perfect moments that that right there is enough to get me through the day. So I promise you, if you dare to bare all with me, I'm sure you'll realize that there's more to me then just skin ♥
Have an opinion about me? Save it.. It's been said and heard. Body, Mind, & Soul are currently under construction. Call it conversion, change of heart- whatever. Just excuse the mess. Stained with Original Sin and prone to err. I own a tawdry mouth that puts sailors to shame- trying to cut back. I still use words like "tawdry". I'm too fast for love and too slow to understand it. Bottom line: can't spare the time to wait, but will speed down if It so happens to pass by ♥ Basking in the Californian sun, but will admit the love for foreign countries. Generally happy, but never satisfied. Over analytical and I ask too many questions. Straight, single, shy and likes what i like and i'm not afraid to say it. Then again, considering I'm on that road of self-enlightenment, I'm not very assertive about anything else. But I absolutely would spend the whole day in pajamas ♥
at night i wish for...
smiles when sadness intrudes
rainbows to follow the clouds
laughter to kiss my lips
sunsets to warm my heart
hugs when my spirit sags
beauty for my eyes to see
friendship to brighten my being
faith so that i can believe
confidence for when i doubt
courage to know myself
patience to accept the truth
&
someone to keep me honest
because i can only live life
by the way it feels x3
