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"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, we will know peace."
-Jimi Hendrix
I'm Jordyn. Not Jorda,e,i,o,un. Jordyn.
I love my life. I'M SMALL. I'm graduating in May; many are surprised I am a senior. I like to laugh. I probably cuss too much, and I probably could care less. I like art and music. You can see through my earlobes. I'm sarcastic and opinionated. You'll probably think I'm rude, but I swear I'm not trying to rub off that way. I like pointless conversations, they're the most entertaining. I'm well aware of who I am, I don't need to get my head on straight. No one is responsible for your happiness but YOU. HAPPINESS IS FREE. Stop whining, start acting. I won't waste my time on petty bull shit. I'M HAPPY, so fuck you.
IT'S ALL HAPPENING.
It's all about being real. I don't care if you can claim you are all these things, I care if you can prove them or not. Can you not prove them, then you are a waste of sperm and egg. Originality shows people who you are, and by copying from others and living, acting, speaking, dressing, writing, etc, like others, you make yourself look like a complete and total dumb fuck. I have seen plenty of people take writing from others and paste them to their blogs, myspaces, blah blah blah, and claim it as their own, like they came up with it all on their own. I have seen people steal art that others have slaved over and poured themselves into, paste it all over their myspace/blogs/whatever and claim it as their own. You know what that shows to the rest of the world? That you're a low-life, dumb fuck who doesn't have enough creativity in their skull to be their own fucking person, and I do not waste my life on those people. And lemme tell ya, I know a few. So fuck you. "Love" is an overused and misinterpreted emotion. You're not in love with someone after a month or so. Love develops over time. You do not love someone you just met. You're not an artist just because you can throw paint onto canvas or snap a picture with a camera. You're an artist if you pour your heart and your soul and everything that you have in you into your work and are able to make someone feel the way you do. You are not a musician if you can play a few chords or blow a few notes. You are a musician if you practice day in and day out, you read classical music and you appreciate each note, you understand the language and the symbols of music. If "staccato" or "crescendo" or "lento lantano y moto legato" are not apart of your music vocab, you are not a musician. Someone is not your hero just because they are your friend. Someone should be your hero for an honest, moving, powerful reason, not just because you go to the mall with them and they listen to you bitch and moan about nothing significant. A best friend is not someone you have known for a day, a week, a month. A best friend is someone you have spent every waking hour with, you talk to them as often as possible, you go to them when you need help, you consider them your family and vise versa, you trust them with everything and anything you could ever imagine, with your life. Only then do you know you have a best friend. I am my own person and I think for myself. I know when and where to use the term "love," I am an artist, I am a musician, I strive to be a hero, and I have two best friends. I want to have honest, true, exciting, inspiring, real people in my life. And I want nothing else.