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P'ash

Am I here... or is this the home of another?

About Me

What is there to really say about me?-The fact that I care---The fact that it does no good---The fact that I am nothing to society---Just lost in this gigantic ass world---The fact that what I say leaves no immediate results---The fact that I am one fucked up kid---The fact that all I do gets torn down---The fact that I try my damndest and yet I fail---The fact that my life revolves around others who just hurt me---The fact that I can't do what I want in life ever---The fact that I'm always fucked over by people because I am nice---The fact that this world is shit--That is who I am; just another fucked up soul drifting through the thing that we call life. It's all just a joke; a place that is here to give us pain and to destroy every last dream and hope. That is what I live in and that is who I am--This may be me, but deep down I love myself and I love the things I do. I care about others and I do care about myself it just takes time to find out where that love is...
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My Interests

I always have difficulty answering this question... what do I say? I love music. Singing is a major past time. I get really involved in school and make myself busy because otherwise I feel pretty lost. I love books and I watch movies some. I hang out with people who say that they are my friend. I guess that is me...

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can show me what the world can be. Someone who will try to turn my world around.... (Dan...)..

Music:

I couldn't list everything that I like listening to, ever.

Movies:

I like Donny Darko, Secrect Window, Gothica, Scream (was ok), Ring, that one movie with the cat boy.. can't think of the title, musicals (such as Rent), movies like: Fever, Footloose, Grease (II), Dirty Dancing (Havana Nights), Don't Say A Word, Fight Club... And there's more brains just dead...

Television:

I'm not a big T.V. fan but I do keep up with Whose Line Is it Anyways?, Friends (have seen every episode... yes I am crazy), Charmed got to keep up with the new ones, and no I do not watch Buffy or Angel no matter what you say I don't watch those, I think that's pretty much all I watch via T.V. shows...

Books:

There are too many to count... yes, I am a book worm! I admit it!!!

Heroes:

I case any ones knows him Mattie Stepanek and Donny Hansen athough very few of you know him... Oh well, you missed out on a great guy... R.I.P. Love Pumpkin! Can't forget about Ken Pomykala. May he stay in our memories.

My Blog

Research paper...

Research Paper: A Study of Charcot-Marie-Tooth Disease Ashley Pomykala   I was diagnosed at the age of three with a disease that affects one in 2500 people in the world, a disease called Charcot-...
Posted by Pash on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 01:06:00 PST

Curiosity (From Becky)

If We Had Sex.... GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE SCARED. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS TO DO YOU !1. Would you be in control?2. Would you grab my head?3. ...
Posted by Pash on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 06:57:00 PST

Dunno what I'm thinking...

I keep thinking about how the world works and keep trying to figure everything out just like I have always done.  This philosophy class so far hasn't brought anything new to my attention and I wi...
Posted by Pash on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 08:37:00 PST

ALL CAMP PEOPLE!!!

Anyone one from MDA Camp. One o0f the alumni campers Mo from the original first week camp is havign a birthday party on Friday August 4th. It would be wonderful if people would come. It does not matte...
Posted by Pash on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 02:36:00 PST

video... stolen

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Posted by Pash on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 06:28:00 PST

photos

Well, I guess I am in a random mood.  Just added more pictures up on my yahoo page.  You all can check it out if you want... http://photos.yahoo.com/amp1887 so yeah have fun with that......
Posted by Pash on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 08:14:00 PST

HOME!

Sorry everyone! I forgot to update saying that I was leaving for camp.  Well, I am back now and I must go back to cleaning things up to prepare for my graduation party tomorrow... WoOt. So yeah, ...
Posted by Pash on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 01:52:00 PST

Choir

This weekend will be spent in St. Louis for anyone who does not know.  I have choir contest down there and won't arrive back at school until 5:30 pm on Sunday and will have to work on my paper.&n...
Posted by Pash on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 03:53:00 PST

CMT Update

Well, to say the least this article made my day! ^_^ April 15, 2006, 5:45 pm ...
Posted by Pash on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 02:49:00 PST

Day of Silence

So the nation Day of Silence is April 26th, but in Chicago they are having it along with Night of Noise on the 19th. At Lincoln-Way Central (my school) I am "hosting" Day of Silence on the 25th due to...
Posted by Pash on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 03:50:00 PST