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About Me

I am one badass Bulgarian.
You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.
-Nietzsche
Once you can accept the universe as matter expanding into nothing that is something, wearing stripes with plaid comes easy.
-Einstein
my name is eli.
in a few words: i'm kinda eccentric, very politically incorrect, and brutally honest.
i am a bundle of contradictions, and believe me, this causes me much frustration.
i am somewhat socially challenged - i wish it wasn't so true, but i am completely clueless when it comes to carrying on a conversation.
i wake up with cravings. i always have a craving for a certain something when i wake up.
and i'm most creative while asleep.
i love watching the road pass me by until my eyes get tired and fall asleep. and for some reason that's the perfect time to listen (and really hear) some great music.
it is very possible that i have a staring problem. i find people absolutely fascinating.
i like watching the elderly and trying to figure out what they might have looked like when they were young.
i am a complete mess of a human being.
"i'm a modern girl but i fold in half so easily when i put myself in the picture of success."
i found the friend i was looking for.
it feels like i'm always saying goodbye.
i have no shame and no regrets.
but i do know where to draw the line.
i seek peace of mind.
i live for life.
my secret?
i don't let a god rule my life.
comment me here:
also, chill out and get the fuck over yourselves...please.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Inspiration.
Someone reliable, who says what he means and means what he says.

My Blog

Mr. Right vs. Mr. Right Now?

A heart that grieves gets lost in everything, and a heart in need finds hope in anything.That quote describes me perfectly. That's pretty much all my life has been.  I think I know what my problem is....
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 19:30:00 GMT

Solace.

Love of mine, you meant everything.You changed my life, you were the first.But I was never good enough for any of them to keep around.A tall glass of water poured down the sink.Yet I can't blame you f...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 15:41:00 GMT

Im no there.

For the past couple of days I've been feeling like I'm gone. My life goes on as usual, and my body continues it's normal functioning, but I'm not there. I feel absent minded. Like a chunk of my bra...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Dec 2008 14:19:00 GMT

Obscure.

I want to affix the word un-blame in the dictionaryso I can screw up your spell check and so I can call him without shaking.I want a piano that will not warp outdoors when the rain demands slow ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 01:51:00 GMT

finish it.

Oh, baby, please refrain from breaking my heart.I'm so in love with you, i'll be forever blue.It's been the longest minute without you.See, somehow I can't forget you...After all that we've been throu...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 01:12:00 GMT

what drives me to you, drives me insane.

Mr. _________, I loved you, but you never knew. Or maybe you did, deep down in your heart below. We both know those stares were not meaningless... Does it even matter now? It's the hardest button to b...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 11:36:00 GMT

you know what the sun’s all about when the lights go out.

you make my heart real strong, at the cost of my head being oh, so weak. i wish i could tell myself it will all be okay, but i don’t know that.are all my words bound to fail? is it all just a p...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 21:23:00 GMT

vox populi.

All my friends, we all live in some sort of pain; We’ve all got broken hearts.We’re all longing for the warmth of childhood to bring us home again.Because if the world is a stage, we&rsqu...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 22:54:00 GMT

escape artist.

the berlin wall is not gone, you know, just moved. it happens to surround my soul, it’s why i am so removed. but i am not selfish with myself. on the contrary: its all out on the shelf. but o...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 22:48:00 GMT

cut the kids in half.

because that is what justice has come to.     im a neurotic. i have ocd’s. i am paranoid. and self-conscious. i am/can be bipolar. borderline personality disorder. i am stupid and uns...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 22:27:00 GMT