My Life! |
You have no clue what my life is like! You hear tidbits of information and add on to it to make it look so bad. I am not what you make me out to be. I am so much more than that and I am fi...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 23:02:00 GMT |
Nuthin' |
I can't believe I am up at almost 3 in the morning and am not drunk! I can't sleep! Is it because lately my life has turned upside down or is it that Ray Ray is restless and keeps shaking the bed with...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 23:52:00 GMT |
Tired of thinking about him! |
This morning I almost went to his house. I thought about him, how he was sleeping, whether he was sleeping in our bed or on the couch waiting for me to come home. I thought about how much ...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 03:16:00 GMT |
So Scared! |
Today I have to go to court for the PPO. I am so freakin' scared to see him! I don't want these feelings coming back to me. I know as long as I don't see him or talk to him I will be okay and I ...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 04:09:00 GMT |
Just Another Day! |
Just have 6 or 7 more hours left to get through! So far today has been okay. Just living as usual. Gotta work tonight, not looking forward to it but at least I have fun there and can occupy my m...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 13:57:00 GMT |
I See You, I Feel You, I Know What You Think Of Me! |
Not trying to hurt anymore. Just trying to fill the void you left behind. Doesn't always work the way we want it to. Can't change the fact that we have no clue how to love each other. So a...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 02:57:00 GMT |
Here I go again on my own! |
Well, you guessed it! My marriage is over for good! I don't know what went wrong. I thought I would be with him forever, like we were soul mates. I guess not in this lifetime. I just...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 16:06:00 GMT |
I’ve Lost It! |
I'm so freakin' tired of this crap of a marriage! Just when I thought everything would be okay stupid crap happens again. I thought I could trust him, I can't! All he's been doing is accus...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 21:53:00 GMT |
My Son |
About a year and a half ago my son professed to be in love with someone. He had just turned 17 and she was 15. They dated for about 6 months and never had sex because my son respected her ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 15:21:00 GMT |
Just Writing |
It’s been a long time since I’ve written in here! I have 2 grandchildren now and one on the way. I can’t believe I didn’t write about that! I did put pics on myspace of t...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 21:50:00 GMT |
