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Lee Fight [BCCSTFO]

Gravity doesn't grant me the privilege of failure

About Me

Todo we're not in Kansas anymore.

My Interests

dance parties, ZOMBIES, kung-fu movies, music, ZOMBIES, drive in movies, holding hands, vegan food, xoxo, foriegn films, rum, frist cup of coffee, new places, photography, ZOMBIES, pin-up girls, photography, your face....no seriously

I'd like to meet:



people with the fear of repition.

or someone who can mindmeld.

scratch that, ive already found everything i need.

Music:

Rejoice, rejoice a noble birth, a prince is born. Behold the birth of violence, beasts of fang and feather cry for our concrete rapture, and if we beg to be put down, unto us the most inspired storm. A princess ravaged by her prince behold; the birth of sex and distance, two frail corpses both were they, his eyes were the first to stray... every tree held fast the earth to sky. Concrete replaces every branch and twig as they were frayed upon the birth of ambition. The heavens filled our gilded vessel with poison tears, before we drink, I propose a toast, a final prayer. Here's to the watchers in the wood, here's to the last days, unto us a most inspired song. Shaper, stop the music. Halt the harp strings whose chords confuse our histories with textures. With the disheartened chorus of a hymnal whose choir is the conviction of the starving, artless, tempted by the feast of proof that this body of work has worth. Uncertain as the fingering of a chord torn prematurely from a piano's womb. As we fill our precious lungs with concrete, that faithful shade, a shaper's song is stopped short- a dying breath a singing shore. Then the only movement and the last remains of grace: Pollen falling off the simple hinge joint leg upon the final breath of a dragonfly. A cardinal, lost but headstrong in mid flight cries for our concrete rapture, wade... in the water, wade. Let the flood swell, thank the storm for her tears. The faithful say its beautiful, its god's will but the fool knows what the prophets have seen, no salvation's impending. The faithful say its beautiful, its god's will let the flood swell and the bodies that break we'll just float down the river. Stay tame, soft river, while we weigh our faith, stay sweet, run softly, sweet river, the fool who wades in doubt will float like concrete. Come and fill your lungs. Come and fill your lungs. There's so much hope buried underneath tragedy, its the same shade as concrete. The faithful say its beautiful, its god's will, let the flood swell on the loudspeaker sermons and a parish descending. There's so much hope buried underneath tragedy, its the same shade as concrete. Let the flood swell.

Movies:

blow. the dreamers. the life aquatic. fight club. donnie darko. boondock saints. run lola run. spirited away. reservior dogs. dirty dancing. the edukators. secretary. almost famous. spun. "of the dead" trilogy. evil dead trilogy.

Books:

the little prince. fight club. hard bolied wonderland and the end of the world. lullaby. crash. choke. galopagos. stiff. anything by rilke. walden.

My Blog

somewhere out there i hear a cat crying.

at some point the cosmos decided that i fucked up the past year of my life sooo much that it decided to let me try again to see if i can do it right this time.  i think im doing pretty good so fa...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 01:26:00 PST

inside my brain...

walking around downtown today after a sleepless night filled with nightmares i had this thought....   none of these people we see walking around everywhere are real. they are all hollagrams ...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:04:00 PST

there is always a light.

thank you family. you have no idea how much its meant to me recently to feel your encouragement after feeling outcasted for so long. i deeply love all of you and knowing and now feeling like i havent ...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Fri, 18 May 2007 04:45:00 PST

strength in numbers

i dont need anymore fucking drama.  im getting my shit together. all i need is support. so if you dont want to support me where im at in my life right now, please just quietly step out of my life...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 11:04:00 PST

you have no fucking clue.

im not the girl that i once was, and im not the woman i'll be   140lbs. menthol lights.   110lbs. camel lights.   thats the simple version.     its been a fucking journey this...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 03:40:00 PST

six fifty three a.m.

awake. art.   "morning had come and shes calling me to bed again."     for the past months ive had so much time to rediscover (discover?) myself. an artistic renewal, a confidence in m...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 07:14:00 PST

.

im just so tired.   im tired of all the work and so little coming back.   im tired of sitting here alone for no reason.   im tired of unrelability.   im tired of being sick.  ...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 08:38:00 PST

musical autobiography...

Bright Eyes *Train Underwater-"...So don't stay mad Just let some time pass And in the morning you'll wake feeling new And if I don't come back I mean if I get side tracked It's only cause I wanted to...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 01:02:00 PST

the devil makes three

thank you jack daniels ole number 7 tennessee whiskey got me drinkin in heaven and angles start to look good to me their gonna have to deport me to the firey deep.
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 02:34:00 PST

its nothing, just nothing.

the days lately have been slightly harder than usual to get out of bed, the weather is colder, the streets are harder, the job is more painful.  theres something about everything that just seems ...
Posted by Lee Fight [BCCSTFO] on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 11:54:00 PST