I live life day by day, cuz i can't think too far into the future. I try to resolve issues with expedience and go after what I want. I constantly remind myself that we are all only mortal, and life can ends in an instant, so you have to live with a sense of urgency. I am not morbid, but by reminding yourself of death, you realize that life is so precious, unique, and beautiful and you can live a more fulfilling life... so never put off important things, "live like you were dying", and dont ever leave something unsaid...
"Pain don't hurt" (Roadhouse) so there isn't much I'm afraid of... the way I see it your body was designed to heal itself from ailments and physical harm, and it can forget that pain ... so who the fuck cares about temporary pain ... if ur going to be afraid of pain, be afraid of the one that attacks the inside, the kind caused by betrayals, lies, losing loved ones and such cuz your body can't heal that and it sure as hell doesn't forget
I like to spend my free time with friends and family chillin and havin fun... I'm laid back most of the time and it doesnt take much to amuse me, but love to do different and adventurous things that challenge me... i'll try anything twice ;)...i'm ambitious and love tackling things that seem to be a big challenge... i'm pretty good at getting what i want cuz i don't give up on the things that matter; i'm steadfast in my beliefs, but open-minded cuz only God gets it right the first time; love my friends and family, i would do any thing for the people that matter to me cuz i believe they are the key to happiness; i'm true and loyal to those who matter to me and i would lose my own life before breaking those bonds of affection; loyalty and trust are big to me so I HATE SNAKES AND LIARS; i hate bullshit, so just be straight-forward with me ("the truth will set you free" John 8:32) the truth may hurt, but not as much as uncovered lies; over-all i'm easy to get along with ... i hate dramatic, fake, complacent, immature, cowardly, and/or nosey people who think my life is their fucking business and people who fuck with me ...i don't have time to waste on people like that... i can take a lot of crap cuz i usually don't give a shit, but i have great resolve and will never stand down when i think i've been wronged ... I'm good at getting to know people quickly and can see right through people's bullshit n i aint afraid of no one
im interested in philosophy and religion- my faith has guided me through my life ... doubt is the most heinously evil thing in the world - its the one thing that can crumble your faith in anything if you don't remain steadfast... I believe there is ONE GOD ONE ANSWER ONE TRUTH, but everyone must find their own path
KEEP THE FAITH
"Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend." ~ Albert Camus
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But I have not run away from being a
shepard in your service
nor have I desired the fatal day
You know what came from my lips;
it was before your face.
Do not become a terror to me;
you are my refuge in the day
of disaster;
(Jer. 15:16-17)
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Well I looked my demons in the eye
Laid bare chest, said do your best - destroy me
See I've been to hell and back so many times
I must admit you kinda bore me.
There's a lot of things that can kill a man There's a lot of ways to die Yes, and some already walk dead beside you There's a lot of things I don't understand Why so many people lie Well its the hurt you hide that fuels the fire inside ~ Ray LaMontagne, Empty
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"Vice may be had in abundance without trouble; the way is smooth and her dwelling place is near. But before virtue the gods set toil, and a tedious uphill road"
~ Plato, The Republic
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the road is easy that leads to destruction, and there are many who take it. For the gate is narrow and the road is hard that leads to life, and there are few who find it. (Matthew 7:13-14)
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