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*lauren*

So walk tall or baby don't walk at all

About Me

its winter break so i'm back in the 508 framingham, ma ...when im not home im in MANCH-VEGAS!! NH learning shit at Saint Anselm College ... i typically hit the gym in the morning and work at circuit city natick...

I live life day by day, cuz i can't think too far into the future. I try to resolve issues with expedience and go after what I want. I constantly remind myself that we are all only mortal, and life can ends in an instant, so you have to live with a sense of urgency. I am not morbid, but by reminding yourself of death, you realize that life is so precious, unique, and beautiful and you can live a more fulfilling life... so never put off important things, "live like you were dying", and dont ever leave something unsaid...

"Pain don't hurt" (Roadhouse) so there isn't much I'm afraid of... the way I see it your body was designed to heal itself from ailments and physical harm, and it can forget that pain ... so who the fuck cares about temporary pain ... if ur going to be afraid of pain, be afraid of the one that attacks the inside, the kind caused by betrayals, lies, losing loved ones and such cuz your body can't heal that and it sure as hell doesn't forget

I like to spend my free time with friends and family chillin and havin fun... I'm laid back most of the time and it doesnt take much to amuse me, but love to do different and adventurous things that challenge me... i'll try anything twice ;)...i'm ambitious and love tackling things that seem to be a big challenge... i'm pretty good at getting what i want cuz i don't give up on the things that matter; i'm steadfast in my beliefs, but open-minded cuz only God gets it right the first time; love my friends and family, i would do any thing for the people that matter to me cuz i believe they are the key to happiness; i'm true and loyal to those who matter to me and i would lose my own life before breaking those bonds of affection; loyalty and trust are big to me so I HATE SNAKES AND LIARS; i hate bullshit, so just be straight-forward with me ("the truth will set you free" John 8:32) the truth may hurt, but not as much as uncovered lies; over-all i'm easy to get along with ... i hate dramatic, fake, complacent, immature, cowardly, and/or nosey people who think my life is their fucking business and people who fuck with me ...i don't have time to waste on people like that... i can take a lot of crap cuz i usually don't give a shit, but i have great resolve and will never stand down when i think i've been wronged ... I'm good at getting to know people quickly and can see right through people's bullshit n i aint afraid of no one

im interested in philosophy and religion- my faith has guided me through my life ... doubt is the most heinously evil thing in the world - its the one thing that can crumble your faith in anything if you don't remain steadfast... I believe there is ONE GOD ONE ANSWER ONE TRUTH, but everyone must find their own path


KEEP THE FAITH


"Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend." ~ Albert Camus
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But I have not run away from being a shepard in your service nor have I desired the fatal day You know what came from my lips; it was before your face. Do not become a terror to me; you are my refuge in the day of disaster; (Jer. 15:16-17)

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Well I looked my demons in the eye Laid bare chest, said do your best - destroy me See I've been to hell and back so many times I must admit you kinda bore me.

There's a lot of things that can kill a man There's a lot of ways to die Yes, and some already walk dead beside you There's a lot of things I don't understand Why so many people lie Well its the hurt you hide that fuels the fire inside ~ Ray LaMontagne, Empty

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"Vice may be had in abundance without trouble; the way is smooth and her dwelling place is near. But before virtue the gods set toil, and a tedious uphill road" ~ Plato, The Republic

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the road is easy that leads to destruction, and there are many who take it. For the gate is narrow and the road is hard that leads to life, and there are few who find it. (Matthew 7:13-14)

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My Interests

hanging with people that matter to me; being a creep with my friends at SAC; being sexually harrassed at work; scumbags!!; playing "Would you rather...?"; writing in my "gournal"; listening to panty-melters (my favorite is "Beast of Burden" by The Rolling Stones); quoting movies ("I WANT YOU INSIDE ME!... uh i mean "hey", from before..."); sitting around my room 4 about an hour in a towell after showering; sitting around FIRES; listening to music; movies; concerts; driving at dusk *and listening to music - it helps me relax; playing ice hockey; taking pictures; traveling when i can; theology & philosophy

I'd like to meet:

i like people who can make me laugh and have a good sense of humor themselves ... so leave one if you wanna know more about me ... (as for a guy im only interested if you can pin me down ... must have confidence and be able to take control of situations, and of course respectful to women) *lauren*'s Friends Space *lauren* has 73 Krissy: shit show

Justin: big scumbag

Jon: big dork

Jay: Meathammer

Matthew

Mike: Good-game King

Haley

Casey: ho & creepah

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Music:


Panty-melters and everything else

Bruce Springsteen : OBVIOUSLY
other good stuff: U2, Billy Joel (The Stranger), Eagles, Bob Seger, Sugarland, Sara Evans, Brad Paisley, Rascal Flatts, Keith Urban, Toby Keith, Blake Shelton, Keith Anderson (country in general), Eric Clapton, Tom Petty, Sublime, Radiohead, O.A.R., Everlast, Pearl Jam, Jimmy Buffett, Mighty Mighty Bosstones, Red Hot Chili Peppers , R.Kelly (is hilarious), Salt-n-Pepa, Kelly Clarkson, Patty Griffin, Ray LaMontagne, TLC (CrazySexyCool) ... classic rock, country, rap, hip-hop, folk, rock, folk-rock, blues, jazz ,whatev
love going to concerts and hearing live music... i survived Bonnaroo - those hot Tennessee days were a bitch

Movies:

lots ... ill watch anything: 25th Hour, crash, Zoolander, American History X, The Departed, Shawshank Redemtion, Fog of War, Wet Hot American Summer, Mystic River, Blow, Kill Bill (Quentin Tarantino in general), I Heart Huckabees, 21 Grams, Fight Club, Memento, Best In Show, Death to Smoochy, Ghostbusters, Elf, Wedding Crashers (will ferrel in general) Team America, Billy Madison, Last Samiri, Die Hard Trilogy, Disney ... almost anything ... i even watch John Wayne westerns every once and a while
i sweat Sean Penn, Edward Norton, Woody Allan, and Brad Pitt (cuz he's a fucking greek god)

Television:

Rescue Me, Lost, Family Guy, Simpsons, Conan, Girls Next Door (so hilarious), The Daily Show, 24, and Made - just because i like to laugh at all these stupid kids crying and failing at trying to be something they aren't because they have no real motivation; and i dont mind stoppin on Spike! to see sweaty, tattooed men fight each other on UFC - fuckin hott ...

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Books:


Magazines: Cosmo, Maxim (they have good articles); Books: stuff by Albert Camus, East of Eden, Bless Me, Ultima, The Great Divorce (C.S. Lewis), Animal Farm, The Giver, anything by Kurt Vonnegut, Catch-22, The Things They Carried, Siddhartha, Catcher In The Rye
"I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do" - To Kill A Mockingbird

Heroes:

My Dad, my godmother, and 2 close friends

My Blog

Evil

What is the most evil thing on earth? Those who do not want the responsibility blame it on Satan or the Devil. Evil is engendered by mankind and was personified or blamed on "the Devil". They are many...
Posted by *lauren* on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 08:33:00 PST

Pain

There are two very different types of pain, the physical and the emotional type. I am not intimidated by people who pose a physical threat, who can only harm the body. For one, I have people around me...
Posted by *lauren* on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 08:20:00 PST

Bruce Springsteen & The Seeger Sessions

this marks my 5th Bruce Springsteen concert so far!!Bruce Springsteen & The Seeger Session TourSaturday May 27, 2006 - Tweeter Center - Mansfield, MA ~ with my sisterSet List:1. John Henry2. O Mar...
Posted by *lauren* on Sun, 28 May 2006 09:33:00 PST

My Bruce' Concerts

October 28, 2005 - T.D. Bank North Garden - Boston, MA ~ with Jon and Kyra 1. Idiot's Delight 2. Living Proof 3. Devils and Dust 4. Lonesome Day 5. Long Time Comin' 6. Silver Palomino 7. You Can Look ...
Posted by *lauren* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST