lost innocence |
yeah.. i know..
i miss that stupid thing..
i think i know now how this hell life runs..
though im not use to it yet..
i trust people easily..
i hate myself for that..
and i just thought i already lost...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 18:15:00 GMT |
i want it back |
im still into it..
i dunno why..
but it still keeps me smiling..
im hurt.. i know..
but i still feel the spark..
i still feel the chills..
i still love it..
stupid me..
haha..
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 21:31:00 GMT |
nothin |
im coming back to hell..
lalalala..
the hell with angels..
haha..
and pests..
rrrraaarrr..
i love jelly beans!
nuhhhh..
i simply love it..
i dont know what to feel..
im numb..
simply numb..
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 03:17:00 GMT |
kisses in the darkness |
i have been living in a dark life..
a life where i can't see anything..
and everything seems wrong..
but..
who cares..
life is a real hell anyway..
haha..
im very tired..
that's all..
but you kno...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 16:40:00 GMT |
remorse |
yeah..
i accepted the pain..
and now im happy again..
not completely..
but im happy..
nuuuuhhh..
i dont know..
i think im happy..
Posted by on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 23:31:00 GMT |
spilled jelly beans.. |
why do i always get myself hurt??
is it my fate to be broken..
i don't want anything now..
i just want you..
i need you..
why do you always leave me alone and bleeding?
do you not care at all?
am i no...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 11:36:00 GMT |
crossed fingers |
promises all you've given
and how can i just believe
im blinded by the gahdamn lies
but i dont wanna bleed
**
i dont wanna breath!
i dont wanna live!
and let me bleed..
***
pick me up.. mend ...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:25:00 GMT |
burning cold |
the cold air numbs my whole body..
it shots my mind off..
rrrraarrrrr..
and i really need a hug..
hayyyzzz..
so thats it..
my life is going well..
im avoiding those tears again..
and im now learning t...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 19:53:00 GMT |
tears.. |
i cant open my friendster account!!
argh..
its been three days already..
i hate it..
tsktsk..
i hate this freakin life..
nothin goes right..
huhuhuhuhu..
i have cried three times already this week..
t...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 22:18:00 GMT |
tears.. |
i cant open my friendster account!!
argh..
its been three days already..
i hate it..
tsktsk..
i hate this freakin life..
nothin goes right..
huhuhuhuhu..
i have cried three times already this week..
t...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 22:18:00 GMT |
