we are just missing him

Me?
Don't mess with imperfection. That seems to be my motto in life. I don't care if my socks match or not. I could give a flip if my hair is falling in and out of place. I don't feel the need to pay 100 bucks on a pair of heels, when my day is better spent in 10 dollar flip flops anyway. My downfall does happen to be designer handbags. OOPS. At least it isn't crack, right? **side note, crack is cheaper**.. Clothes excite me now that I have lost over 200 pounds. Even maternity clothes are fun this time around. A diva, I am not. More like in the middle of classy princess and grunge popstar. I like it that way.
I have a wonderful husband who keeps me grounded for the most part. He seldom tells me "no". Maybe that's why I love him so much ;) I think after the past four years - we are in this bitch for the long haul. Yeah, he knows to much to get rid of now! Being a Queen is hard work. Most days I don't ant the title - but I rock what I got. Speaking of what I have. We have soon to be three amazing children! Garren came to us in 2004, and he is a man among men in this family. He rocks my socks and leaves me amazed every day of his active life. Our daughter Maya made her BANG into this crazy family in 2006 - while daddy was deployed. SHE is a diva, and not a force to mess with. She loves shoes so much she sleeps with them on! She is a princess in every way - but so not scared to get dirty and horse around in the mud. A girl after my own heart! Then there is Kaleb! He is still cooking :) Check back - the kidd-o should be making his entrance into our crazy life in early Aug! If you cant get the hint from my over 1000 photos - our children are my life!
I try hard to be a mother unlike the rest. If I walk in on a mess in progress I don't yell - rather join in the fun. It can only take but SO long to clean up said mess - but the memories of making it last us a life time! I want to be the mother who dances in the puddles and isnt scared to jump in the mud. I want to be the mother that leaves her children with AMAZING memories from every angle in life. Parenting is the most important job in the world. While it shouldn't be taken lightly, it also should be taken so stiff! So kick back and relax and take a look ever now and again on "what the hell those crazy people are doing NOW?" -P.S raising eyebrows is like a part time job to me!-
Over all I am a pretty tough lady. I take my skinned up knees better then most of the boys. I can admit when I am wrong - and grow from my mistakes. The day you stop growing is the day you start dying - so baby, I plan on being over 100 feet tall! You will never see a tear on my cheek for long - I have to many people on stand by willing to wipe them away. I am thankful for that. In the end it isn't how you fell that defines you, but how gracefully you got back up, and I dig your skinned up knees anyway ;) In the end it all comes into focus for us sooner or later!
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