uhh.. [.crannberri.] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I'm Melissa, obviously.
I'm in highschool.
[It sucks.]
I'm an "art kid".
[I'm weird.]
I have someone.
[He's my everything.]
I don't eat alot.
[But I absolutly love food.]
I have a favorite color.
[It's green.]
I love metal.
[It's shiny, what's not to love?]
I live for my friends.
[You know who you are.]
I come off as a complete bitch.
[Get to know me.]
I hate judgemental people.
[I'm not who or what you think I am.]
I hate humanity in general.
[Prove me wrong.]
I love to write.
[I have no talent, but that's ok.]
I laugh constantly.
[Some people hate me for it.]

I'm a hippie at heart.
[Figure it out.]
I have severe trust issues.
[Don't ask.]
I like giving advice.
[I've been told it's helpful.]
I'm firmly against regret.
[It's poinless and a waste of energy.
Seriously.]
I'm extremely opinionated.
[In case you haven't already noticed.]
I love dying my hair.
[Before you feel the need to ask,
yes, it has been every single color.]
I love to read.
[I'm talking, 500-page-book-in-2-days reading.]
I'm highly addicted to caffine.
[It's border-line pathetic at this point.]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I've already met him.

In case anyone really cares or feels the need to know, I do have a boyfriend.
He's everything, for the sake of sounding like a fucking sap.
Though, seriously, he's my best friend, and I couldn't ask for anything more.
He's my boy. =]

Music:

Sneaker Pimps. Dandy Warhols. KoRn. System of a Down. Metallica. Pink Floyd. The Beatles. Ace of Base. Bird and the Bee. Coldplay. Imogen Heap. Free the Robots. Coheed and Cambria. Linkin Park. The Shins. Disturbed. Portugal the Man. Muse. The Shins. The Offspring. Nirvana. Our Lady Peace. Jimmy Eat World. Interpol. HelloGoodbye. Guster. Goo Goo Dolls. The Fratellis. Fiona Apple. Evanescence. The Doors. Jefferson Airplane. Dave Matthews. Daft Punk. The Blood Brothers.

Movies:

Atonement. White Oleander. Pride & Prejudice. Becoming Jane. From Hell. The Other Boleyn Girl. Troy. The New Guy. Jarhead.

Television:

Not a huge fan, but I do love the History, Discovery and National Geographhic Channels.

Books:

Tithe. Twilight. Valient. Purple Emperor. Lovely Bones. The Other Boleyn Girl. Let's Get Lost. Speak. Things Not Seen. Candy. The Faery Reel. Boy Proof. Freaky Green Eyes. Ithaka. Sabriel. Lirael. Abhorsen. You Don't Know Me.

My Blog

So...

There's this boy I've been dating. And he's basically like a best friend.Or was.Because now all it feels like is a bother.I feel like I'm just somewhere in the background in this kid's life. Some days...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Tue, 06 May 2008 08:25:00 PST

I’m done

with feeling like this.I don't know where this came from.I used to make you smile, and laugh.I used to make you happy.I used to be the one you talked to all day.The one who could make you feel better ...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 06:51:00 PST

GROUNDED

Well, I'm grounded. MAJORLY. How long it will last? I have no idea.Will it last until school starts? Almost definatly.Will I be able to hang out with people for a LONG time? No.Do I have my cell phone...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 08:19:00 PST

For the first time in over 3 years...

I feel completely and uttely alone.Like after yearsof being surroundedby numerous and countless peoplewho loved and cared about me, I am now alone.Like a b...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 05:38:00 PST

Jamba Juice+ Kelt

Yea, so we dominated Jamba Juisce earlier, went to the mall, and are supposedly gettin greeeeeens.Seeing dad today. Hit me up if you wanna come with.
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 11:09:00 PST

Ok, so....: Communication Issues

If by any slight chance anyone has tried to call/text me in the past day...funny story about that.Yesterday, as I was in Maine, as fate would have it, I got into some sort of major blowout with my mom...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 03:34:00 PST

Maine

Tomorrow.Beaccchhh.....Lobsterrrrr....Shoppingggg....The Falls....Swimmingggg.....Candyyyy.....Kitteryyyy.....2 Hour Driveeee....That's about the short of it.I'll have my Phone,iPod,Sunglasses, L...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 06:13:00 PST

So I guess you could say I'm inconsistant.

Most days, I know what I want.I know who I amI know what I need.Other daysI feel completely separate.Sometimes, it's not even a different day.Same day, drastic feeling changes.It's not something I can...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:45:00 PST

This is what I want.

I want a boy who's my best friend.Who will talk to me, listen to me, won't lie to me.Who will ask me questions, and be interested with my life.I want someone I love to be withWho will just hang with m...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:21:00 PST

I'll miss you...

I guess I thought the friendship we had would last something like this. I guess I thought we would be ok but we weren't. I guess I hoped things would clear out but they won't. I honestly d...
Posted by uhh.. [.crannberri.] on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:20:00 PST