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A P R I L L Y N N Q U I N L A N
"There's gotta be somebody for me out there."
A man of words and not of deeds is like a garden full of weeds. And when the weeds begin to grow, it's like a garden full of snow. And when the snow begins to fall, it's like a bird upon the wall. And when the bird away does fly, it's like an eagle in the sky. And when the sky begins to roar, it's like a lion at the door. And when the door begins to crack, it's like a stick across your back. And when your back begins to smart, it's like a penknife in your heart. And when your heart begins to bleed, you're dead, and dead, and dead indeed.
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"But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why."April Lynn QuinlanApril is the name. Eighteen years old. I blow out the candles on May 18th. I am the youngest of both of my parent's kids. I have an older sister and an older brother. Although I don't see my brother. Hell, I don't even know him. Kind of wish I did though. I don't see my father. Although I'll never admit it, I miss him to death. I have two nephews and they're my world. Although I may not show it. I have a weird way of showing my feelings for people. That's just how I am. Like father, like daughter, right? And when it comes to trust people, you might as well forget it. I trust no one. Except my best friend. Because she's about the only person who hasn't let me down. Music is my therapist. I don't vent about my problems. I just keep them in. I don't let people in. And the people I have always let me down. I fall in love far too easily. And I regret that a little bit. I'm a bitch. I'll admit it. I mean, c'mon, I came out of one. Only one person truly knows me. And that's exactly how it'll stay. But, you know what? She doesn't even know me anymore. How sad is that? I don't even know myself.
"Am I crazy or falling in love? Is this really just another crush?"Jennifer LeAnn LippsDo you see this girl? She's my reason for breathing. The reason I'm still alive. If it weren't for her, I would have given up on life. But every time I put that razor to my wrist, or the pills in my hand, I back out. Because I can't leave her in this world alone without me. I know she'd be alright without me. But I wouldn't be alright without her. Even death doesn't make sense without her. I could never lose her. Words can't explain how close we are. Her and I are like sisters. Hell, closer than that. Like I said, there is no words. We've hurt each other. We've made mistakes. But we're still strong. I've hurt her, she's hurt me. And to tell you the truth, it wasn't worth it. I should have never let my relationship with Klare come in the way of our friendship. Because, when I think about it, she wasn't worth it. And she still isn't worth it. No guy, nor girl, is worth losing her over. I've learned that. She will always come before anyone else. Plain and simple. But, you see, shit changed. Her and I have changed. We're not the friend's we used to be. And I can tell you why. But we won't get into that bullshit right now. But our friendship was definitely great to have. Back when we didn't let anyone interfere with it anyways.
"It's a love story, baby. Just say yes!"Lisa Marie DalrympleLisa Marie Dalrymple. I tell you what. This girl is a miracle. I haven't been the same since I started hanging out with her. She keeps me in tact. If it wasn't for Lisa, I wouldn't be here. After everything that's happened between Jennifer and I, Lisa is my last friend. And the greatest friend I could ever ask for. She's all the friend I need. She's honest. Blunt. Tells me how it is. Always there for me. Knows when something is on my mind. Granted, I never really tell her. But she eventually gets it out of me. Her and Kenneth are my big pimp'n and lil' pimp'n. They make me want to be a better person; inside and out. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her. And how I want the best for her and Kenneth and the baby. She's one of the most beautifulest women I have ever seen. Her smile is so contagious. She has an amazing presence. There's nevver a moment when I'm not smilin when we're around each other. We always have some kind of memory to acknowledge when we're together. Whether it's funny or serious. Like a joke or a laugh. Makes me wonder why we weren't friends sooner. I honestly didn't think we'd click. But, we did. And I'm so glad. =] And we are closer than ever. Those eight months apart killed me. This bitch is my best friend. I don't have many friends in my life. But this girl is the ultimate best friend. I've never met someone I have so much in common with before. She's my wonderwall. I don't know what I'd do without her. Actually, yeah I do. And I don't want to again. She has changed me completely. I'm not the same person I was when we started hanging out. Don't like it? Kiss my ass! >.<
"And you will be safe in my arms."Kyle *&* Kaleb WilsonKyle Wesley and Kaleb James Wilson. These boys are my life. I don't know where I would be without them. When I was eleven when Kyle was born. And fifteen when Kaleb was born. They're getting older with every blink. It was like yesterday, they were born. Now one is in school. And the other isn't too far from it. I love you. As I look at you everyday, I see how much you're getting older and bigger and more independent. It breaks my heart that we're not closer. But I know for a fact that's my fault. And I'm truly sorry. I remember when you both were born. Two of the best days of my life. Sure, for Kyle, I was only eleven. But still. I can't wait to see what you boys make of your life.
"You know I'd always come for you."Erin Holly WilsonErin Wilson. My big sister. My sister and I, however, don't really get along at times. But when we do, it's amazing. We fight, we make up. But we can never stay mad at each other. We're not super close. But I'd kill for her. So don't fuck with her unless you want fucked up. We don't really have a lot in common. But we're still sisters. And blood is thicker than water. We get on each others nerves. And I know I'm a handful. But we can handle each other with no hesitation at all. I can't wait to see what life has in store for us. Together and seperately. I know we're going to have some good times together. And some bad times together. But I know we'll always stay strong through the struggle and move on with life. We're sisters. She's my only sister. And I won't let anything get in the way of that. EVER!
"It's a quarter after 1. I'm all alone and I need you now."Bree Nicole PadgettSee this girl? I'm completely head over heels in love with her. And I always will be. It's crazy, I know. I've never met this girl. But I feel like I've known her my entire life. I'm hoping, someday, I'll be able to meet her. I guess I'm not the person for her. Although I know she's the one for me. But I'm living my life on 'someday'. I miss this girl so much. I've never been happier then when her and I were together. I miss her voice. I miss falling asleep with her on the phone. Well, more like her falling asleep and me pushing buttons in her ear. lol! Just sucks I lost her. Not once, not twice. Over and over again. I need this girl. I can't live without her. But I just want her happy. Even if it's not with me. As much as that kills me to say. I wish I was her happiness. I wish I was enough for her. I wish I mattered to her like I did before. But I guess shit happens, huh? But, no matter what happens, Bree Nicole Padgett is my everything. Nothing is going to change that. I love you. Truly, madly, deeply.♥
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