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I haven't updated anything on my page for quite some time, so i decided I'd just redo the whole thing, and I haven't read what i had here for a long time either, and it kind of makes me sad, remembering how i was, i haven't changed completely, but I've definitely changed, right now I'm really searching for my place in life, searching for my destiny and all that, I realize ...for all of you who are thinking it, that this is one huge run-on sentence, but oh well, I'm just saying thoughts as I type, the point is, I'm not sure what is going to make me truly happy, but right now, that's what I'm trying to find out, but to be honest, I think I need someone to love and to love me, but I'll keep anyone who's interested posted, also I know this is more like a blog, but thats ok, anyway ...before I type for too long ...I'll leave you with one last thought, life is what you make it, you can't wait around for fate, go looking for it.