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Benjamin

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About Me

I am definitely not a "what you see is what you get" type of person. There is so much more to me that you could ever know. I can tell you what I am not though... I am not goth or emo... although I tend to be attracted to those types. I am not rich, reguardless of what you have heard. I am not someone who trusts easily. Nor can I say that I am someone who loves easily. I am not a fighter. I am not always easy to get along with.

I lie. I cheat. I steal. You piss me off, make sure you have car insurance. I don't care about a lot of things, but the things that I do care about, I care deeply. I'm moody... some have gone so far as to call my bi-polar. Maybe this is true to an extent... I am eccentric. I have my oddities.
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My Interests

Everything interests me. Mostly wealth and power. Those are not the only things though.

I'd like to meet:

I don't know if I even want to meet someone new, honestly. The people who are in my life consume me. You had better be damn willing to invest some hard work if you want to be a friend of mine. Also, if and when i do meet someone, it would be nice if that someone hadn't slept with someone i dont like...

Music:

I listen to all types of music, just depends on my mood. I am not a great singer, but I have been known to enjoy karaoke from time to time.

Movies:

speedway junkie, i woke up early the day i died, american beauty, I will watch almost any movie, except war movies. They bore the fuck out of me.

Television:

NCIS gotta love abby! There are a lot of shows I will watch if and when I have the time to watch them. Often I find myself "catching" up on new episodes via internet due to the fact that I am rarely home in the evenings.

Books:

snowgarden, anything by christopher rice

I have a personal library that far exceeds anyone I have ever known and can rival most smaller public libraries. Some day I hope to be able to have enough shelves in one building to keep them all in.

Heroes:

RIP Norman James Davis 10/29/1930 - 09/22/2001
RIP Robert Hutchison Jr. 04/29/1919 - 03/24/2006
RIP Preston Scott Nation 09/15/1968 - 08/22/2007
RIP Nancy Ruth Garvin Hutchison 02/21/2008
RIP Salomi Jayaseker 04/2008
RIP Mary Rose Shuttleworth Hutchison 04/21/1921 - 05/09/2008
RIP Robin M Loudenslager Crum 09/06/1964 - 05/09/2008
My daughter is my heroine. More often than not, she is the reason I keep going.

My Blog

I see asshole people. They are assholes and don’t even know it.

so my family is totally filled with assholes. i dont mean the usual kind who never have a nice thing to say and always put someone down. they are not even the kind to talk nicely to you while stabbing...
Posted by Benjamin on Fri, 16 May 2008 03:58:00 PST

Desperate Housewives Weekend

I'm going to back it up clear until Thursday... my great grandmother (Rosie) wished for my deceased great grandfather's collection of fire department odds and ends to be donated to a museum and even s...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 12 May 2008 08:28:00 PST

life is general

i havent been going out lately... not that any of you seem to notice this. its been around a month since i went out last... and when i did go out i had one drink and got violently ill from it... last ...
Posted by Benjamin on Sun, 04 May 2008 08:36:00 PST

I’m In Love!!!

with someone that i dont even know. sad i know. and i mean like theres not even a chance in hell i would ever get the chance to meet him. but then again, im not sure i would ever want to meet him... k...
Posted by Benjamin on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:42:00 PST

DO NOT READ!

what the hell is your problem? can you not follow directions? are you that retarded that you see something that clearly tells you not to read and you just have to read it?lol. ok no seriously im just ...
Posted by Benjamin on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 09:14:00 PST

weathermen

what does it take to be a weatherman? i mean seriously? does it require a low iq? perhaps the inability to read a fucking weather map? wednesday... the weather channel and news 7 both called for rain ...
Posted by Benjamin on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 08:33:00 PST

Rules to Drink By

1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour.2. Always toast before doing a shot.3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast.4. Change y...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:27:00 PST

the big question

last night a question was posed to me that got me thinking... and you know me and thinking, its generally a bad thing. The question was a simple one: "Why are you here?" The answer... not so simple re...
Posted by Benjamin on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 08:38:00 PST

Today

Since the whole status thing is down right now, i thought i would write myself a little blog!So, I got sooo much done today! Yeah me! I went home early last night and got online and got a whole bunche...
Posted by Benjamin on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:44:00 PST

i volunteered for this?

I know i know, i volunteered to do this right? So technically I cannot really complain, right? WRONG! I can and will complain... ok so maybe complain is a little harsh... how about gripe? ...
Posted by Benjamin on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 07:29:00 PST