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About Me


[Marital Status] single
[Shoe size] i dont know
[Parents still together] not even
[Siblings] my father has kids somewhere in this world
[Pets] a fish named 50 cent
FAVORITES
[Color] blue
[Number] 7
[Animal] puppies
[Drinks] ummm im gonna say smirnoff
[Soda] gingerale
[Book] dont have one
[Flower] sunflower
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] i did once
[Twirl your hair?] sometimes
[Have tattoos?] not yet
[Have Piercings?] my ears
[Cheat on tests/homework?] haha i have, but not in a LONG time
[Drink/Smoke?] drink on occasion
[Like roller coasters?] yes
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] that shouldnt even be a question HELL YES
[Want more piercings?] not anymore
[Like cleaning?] uhh yea
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Own a web cam?] no
[Know how to drive?] im learning
[Own a cell phone?] yes, yes i do
[Ever get off the damn computer?] lol, yea when im sleeping or in class
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] no
[Considered a life of crime?] ummm yea, it was after i saw a movie
[Considered being a hooker?] noooo
[Lied to someone?] who hasnt
[Been in love?] no, i was just caught up
[Made out with JUST a friend?] no
[Been in lust?] yup
[Used someone] nope
[Been used?] nope
[Been cheated on?] nope
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] almost, but my leg was caught mid air
[Stolen anything?] nope
[Held a gun] yea
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] black sweats - i had gym class
[Current mood] happy, content
[Current taste] nuthin
[What you currently smell like] nuthin
[Current hair] a ponytail
[Current thing I ought to be doing] homework -- haha yea right
[Current cd in stereo] none
[Last book you read] god dont like ugly
[Last movie you saw] inside man
[Last thing you ate] chicken and rice
[Last person you talked to on the phone] vesna
[Do drugs?] no
[Believe there is life on other planets?] no
Remember your first love?] yea
[Still love him/her?] not in the same way
[Read the newspaper?] very rarely
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] no
[Believe in miracles?] yes
[Do well in school?] yup
[Wear hats] sometimes
[Hate yourself?] noooooooo
[Have an obsession?] socks, and handbags
[Collect anything?] no
[Have a best friend?] yes
[Close friends?] yes
[Like your handwriting?] yea
[Care about looks] yes, yes i do
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] wow, kindegarten - lamont
[First kiss] ...
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] no
[Do you believe in "the one?"] not really
[Are you a tease?] so ive been called
[Too shy to make the first move?] yes
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] YES
[Bitch/Asshole] ive been called both ... u decide
[sarcastic] i can be ...
[Angel] no
[Devil] nooo :-)
[Shy] i used to be
[Talkative] no, except for when im tired or drunk lol - ahh memories
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Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test
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My Interests

Poetry, Movies, Psychology, People, College Life, Photography, Books that provoke thought

I'd like to meet:

Sidney Poitier- Oprah Winfrey- Bill Clinton- LL Cool J- My Grandmother

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Music:

*R&B*Hip-Hop*Rap*Reggae*Rock*Jazz*Gospel* i even like some country songs . Don't ask about any artists i just know what i like to hear.

Movies:

My favorite movie is The Color Purple. " Everything you done to me I already done to you " I love horror movies even though the shock is wearing off. I like action, comedy, and some other stuff.

Television:

i watch alot of movies on t.v., and shows and cartoons, i dont feel like writing them out so ...

Books:

Anything that makes me think, is relative to life, that has a significance, a meaning, is applicable to life, something you can learn from.
First Name: shantel
Middle Name: m......
Birthday: june 30th
Eyes: brown
Hair: brown and light brown streaks (it seems like another generation of streakers happened after me - true story)
Fav color: blue
Day/Night: NIGHT !!! :-D
Fave Food: whatever my mom cooks
FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name? nope i love love love my name
Do you like anyone? yea
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? none of them
Who's the loudest? my cousin
Who have you known the longest of your friends? technically my cousin, but ..3 on my top 8
Who's the shyest: none
Are you close to any family members? yea
When you cried the most: my highschool era
What's the best feeling in the world: being loved genuinely
Worst Feeling: death/disappoinment/heart break
FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on the: moon
Let's run through: water
Let's look at the: stars
What a nice: day
Where did all the: people go
Why can't you: just listen to me
Silly, little: boy
Tell me: something about you
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home: nope, my life aint that bad
Pictured your crush naked: nope but i've pictured other things
Skipped school: ummmm
Broken someone's heart: so i've been told
Been in love: no, i was just caught up
Cried when someone died: yea
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yea, i do right now
Done something embarrassing: yea
Done a drug: ummmmm
Cried in school: yea (like a little bitch but cant nobody else say that)
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm: my mom
Person You Hate Most: i dont hate anymore
Best Thing That Has Happened: my happiness :-D
Ice Cream: strawberry shortcake/cookies and cream
WHO Makes you laugh the most: my family/my friends
Makes you smile: i just told you
Has A Crush On You: i dont know
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yup - A BIG ONE
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?: no
Made out with JUST a friend?: no
Kissed two people in the same day?: technically yes, romantically/intimately no
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: NOOOOOOOO
Been rejected: . no
Been in love?: no, i was caught up
Been used?: ...
Done something you regret?: not really
Cheated on someone?: never had a boyfriend to be called a cheater
Been called a tease: yea
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: this guy from my school
You talked to on the phone?: my mother
You hugged?: this guy from my school (at a party)
You instant messaged?: my boo (my friend)
You kissed?: my mom, i think
You yelled at?: cookie monster
Who text messaged you?: my mother
Who broke your heart?: HA
Who told you they loved you?: my mom
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June 30th 2006

IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY - NATURALLY- BUT OF COURSE TODAY I'M  19 !!!!!!!!... two more years *girls just wanna have fun*...
Posted by If you only knew ... on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 03:11:00 PST

just talkin

this is my first post so it may be kind of long. anyway today i feel so tired , i know why but there's nothing i can do about it except sleep, i don't really like to sleep, which is weird but whatev...
Posted by If you only knew ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST