jamie by the way

im just trying to find a new way...focus on the present...everything else is a waste of time...however, ill never forget where i come from...i believe we create our own destiny and coincidence is obsolete...because every decision we make will and can affect the rest of our life's...and those around us...we are spirits having human experiences...not humans having spiritual experiences...I LOOK AROUND AND SEE A WORLD OVERPOPULATED BY FALSE, SHALOW, INDIFFERENT, GREEDY, SELFISH, OBNOXIOUS, ARROGANT, STUPID, UNCULTIVATED, MORONIC, TREND WHORES WHO WALK AROUND WITH THEIR HEAD IN THE CLOUDS, IGNORING ALL THE FUCKED UP SHIT IN THE WORLD...BRAINWASHED INTO THINKING THEY CAN BUY THEMSELVES OUT OF THEIR OWN MISERY...THEY TRY TO FILL UP THEIR SPIRITUAL VOIDS WITH SUV'S, SPORTS CARS, IKEA FURNITURE, CELL PHONES, IPODS, AND MP3 PLAYERS...TRYING TO PROVIDE AN IDENTITY THEY CANT PRODUCE FOR THEMSELVES...A QUICK HEAD CHECK...MINES STILL THERE...THIS DOESNT MAKE YOU COOL...YOURE NOT FUCKING SPECIAL...IVE LEARNED IN MY 28 YEARS THAT THOSE NIKE AIR JORDANS DONT ENHANCE YOUR IDENITY...ALL THIS DOES IS SHOW THE WORLD AROUND YOU THAT YOUR A SELF ABSORBED, SELF CONSCIOUS MORON WHO WILL BUY ANYTHING IF YOU THINK IT WILL ADD SOMETHING POSITIVE TO OTHER PEOPLES PERCEPTION OF YOU AS A HUMAN BEING...THIS SHOWS WEAKNESS, INSECURITY, AND YOU CAN BE MANIPULATED BY CORPORATE AMERICA WHO KNOWS YOU BETTER THAN YOU KNOW YOURSELF...THEY KNOW YOU DRINK MONSTER ENERGY DRINKS, THEY KNOW YOU WEAR ABERCROMBIE, THEY EVEN KNOW YOU WANT THAT IPOD NANO VERY BADLY...WHY DO THEY KNOW THIS???BECAUSE THEY MADE YOU WHO YOU ARE...TIME TO WAKE UP...LOVE YOURSELF FOR WHO YOU TRULY ARE...IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT MYSELF...WE SHOULD TRY AND THINK FROM OUR HEARTS A LITTLE MORE AND NOT SO MUCH WITH OUR HEADS...