My biggest interest in life. First things first my baby boy, my wife, my family, and my friends. I seek knowledge 'cause thats what life is about. Ignorance is annoying and yet it surrounds me. I'm here for a reason, that reason I have yet found. But when it does, I'll let you guys know. Everything is entriging to me. The weird,the bad, the good. Our world, our solar system, our universe. We're just a tiny planet in a vast universe, I love to see it all but not in this lifetime. But I wish I can see one person, just one last time. All I wanted to do was say goodbye. I love you "YOUNG STAH"
Nary Mao once again....
Dear Nary,
hey cuz its crazy how your gone,
kind of hard to stand up and stay strong,
yeah I miss you my heart stutters to beat,
my eyes red like the morning sun I can't
stand this heat,
eighteen, and yet, your time has come,
free, happy, and still so young,
my eyes are wet, but I’m not in the rain,
I’m heart broken, not ready for this pain,
I wish I was there to at least say goodbye,
but to see you for the last time in the pupil
of my eyes,
makes me want to ravel back up into a fetus
and restart all of our lives,
I mourn in the departure of you cuz,
always calling us young buck, yeah you love
to stay buzz,
just wish I could have taken shots with you
one last time,
only if human beings can withstand the
insolence of passing time,
I don't know what to say now,
and now what is there to say,
I only wish and pray that next life you'll
still be a part of me,
cause love for you is what will set our
souls free,
your heart gentle and yet so kind,
but the burden put on you was wearing
you down,
I cried, I weep, I scream, I disbelieve
the facts I only see fiction,
Its hurting, My arteries clog, my heart
burning with friction,
this addiction that keeps your face haunting
my mine,
I miss you cuz I cant stop saying it,
feels as I’m being eaten bit by bit,
I know your watching me now I can feel
your presence,
I love you cuz, always forever loved.
Love you stah aka Nary mao
My lil rockstar
Fall back bitches cuz he's all mine!!!!
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