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I am really friendly, very open minded, intelligent, unreserved, eccentric, redundant, silly, genuinely enthusiastic by nature, often indecisive, spontaneous, opinionated, tolerant, complex, considerate, encouraging, inspiring, sincere, compassionate, artistic, musically gifted, ..I can be cynical, facetious,sarcastic (but mainly to idiots), so.. I am a mix of contradictions, and I have learned to embrace most of them, but not the most important ones. Not really ready to give them all up yet, cuz I like some of my character defects, fond of them, even. I am not one to pursue friendships or relationships but if people need ME or need someone to talk to or if they need someone to make sense of their life, I am here for them. I try to think logically and I am continuously looking for reason and seeking ways to help others and solve their problems more than my own. I am open minded more than most people I know, and try to be as honest as possible. I will lie when it's necessary, but I prefer to lay my cards out on the table so there are no surprises. I do keep some things to myself and I might tell you and I might not. Depends on you. Make sure when you ask me questions about my past, that you are prepared for the answer. Cuz you may be sorry you asked. I try to take the middle path in my life between excess and absence. I don't like people who slander other people's names or people that destroy people's happiness. I can't stand vindictive people, or people that restrict me from doing as I please. Keeping me from things I love fucking pisses me off. I will ask alot of questions because I seek knowledge on things that interest me. I am fascinated with some people's stories and theories and different opinions and common interests. I learn from people and people make the world go round. I admit I don't care for EVERYBODY. I am very selective about who I hang with and who I give the time of day. Sometimes I am WRONG about who I have selected too. Unfortunately I am a really bad judge of character because I tend to idealize people.I spent a great percentage of my life trying to figure people out and what makes people do the things they do. To be honest with you, I don't really know how alot of them cross the street. I am better at solving other people's problems than my own. For some reason I do not apply these same solutions and ways of thinking to my own life. I even lie to myself, unfortunately. Who doesn't? I have tact, empathy, compassion and a kind gentle heart if I like you and most people trust me....if not at first....they will eventually. There ARE ones that don't. Some for good reason, past errors I have made and shit. The others with trust issues have just had bad experiences. I hate to say....that I am one of them, at times. I have gotten through most of these things and I am still working on the rest.
I have high speed internet
Quick downloads
Tons of music.
We can swap.
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. Nothing in my life has been ordinary. I will explain anything as clearly as I can and to the best of my ablility, sometimes I forget the exact wording people use so I tend to put words in place of what was actually said. Sorry people!!! It's not like I took notes. Besides, after years of drug use all I have to show for it is a REALLY bad memory. My long term memory is betterI try to think logically and Iam continuously looking for reason. Anyone who shares the same passion in music as much as I do. Anyone who needs help with their page. Anyone who has similiar characteristics as I do. I am not interested in sex or boyfriends or boredom. I like people with a good sense of humor and common sense. I don't want you to add me unless you plan on keepin in touch.

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My Blog

ANDY GIBB - ME (WITHOUT YOU) (cover slides)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5DSrg_cp_g I love this song by Andy Gibb. Its called Without You.
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 20:46:00 GMT

my links

                            [email protected]     &n...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 04:38:00 GMT

Consequences Reflected

I felt,  if I could fall in love again......that LOVE and the magic and beauty of it  would heal my mental and emotional scars and somehow make me WANT to change bad habits and old behaviors.---------...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 13:58:00 GMT

My Opinion on Lying. Oz has spoken.

A man asks  " People that don't lie.................do they exist?  Few and far between. No one is happy with who they are anymore, and people just want to belong. Fear of rejection, fear o...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 09:10:00 GMT

MY LAYOUTS

GET LAYOUT CODES HERE MUSIC LAYOUTS CLICK TO ENLARGE MUSIC LAYOUTS SCIENCE FICTION LAYOUTS FANTASY LAYOUTS .. MISCELLANEOUS LAYOUTS GET LAYOUT CODES HERE
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 20:26:00 GMT

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Posted by on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 16:41:00 GMT

my activity info for the 5 enquiring minds.....ya know who ya are

I am currently in cognitive behavior therapy, sex therapy,  for a while, but it wasn't effective. I still hate sex, so...... anyway I do enjoy going to a support group called "ADD-Tuning in to tu...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Oct 2005 18:38:00 GMT

Challenge of the day

Usually, Taking life too seriously doesn't appeal to me. My favorite motto was "Lighten up" for awhile and many people sense this and it seems to cause problems. But, generally, I feel I am easy to be...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 13:04:00 GMT

The world of ADD

The world of add Spending time with my family was exactly how I wanted to spend my holiday's last year. My mother came for the holiday's. While she was here I learned something very valuable that I ne...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 19:07:00 GMT

my ideal

My ideal  Someone with an empathic and sensual nature. Someone who is logical, someone who can at least argue well, when an arguement occurs, I require a battle of wits, at least make sense....
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jul 2005 23:34:00 GMT