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About Me


Name: Mel
Born: 9-27-88
Engaged: Timothy Detrick
And if there is anything else you want to know.
Dont be to afraid to ask.
i dont smile every second but i do smile everyday. i loved to be tickled till i cry and cant breath even if i tell you to stop. not everyone likes me but i love everyone. i never learned how to trust people.im breaking off in little pieces one by one until i slowly fall apart. i always look happy and smiley all the time but secretly im hiding something on the inside. i usually dont show if im sad or mad. people misjudge me and i lost a lot of friends but my true best friend never left. people know me but dont take the time to get to know me. im confident but im insecure. im strong independent intelligent ambitious. always give me more to look forward to. i try to express my feelings as much as i can but i have been known for keeping them inside. people doubt me because they think they no me. i might be afraid of the dark but it doesnt mean i cant be in it. i think everything will happen for a reason and people will come through for me. my hair is not always perfect but neither am i. people hurt me but id do anything for another person. as much as i say i dont like my family i secretly do. im always honest but you probably wont believe me. i dont think wishing on stars is childish. the truth hurts me but ill laugh about it later. i care about myself because if i dont who will.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I know;; i met that boyy that i always wanted to.
He was in front of me the whole time.
&& well;;im gonna spend the rest of my life with him!
- Every hello begins a goodbye Every smile begins a tear Every love begins a hurt Every hurt begins a fear
- people ask me why it's so hard to trust people, && i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise.
- i like to pretend that everything's alright. because when everybody else thinks your fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.
- just because her eyes don't tear d o e s n ' t , mean her heart ; ; doesn't cry . & just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing w r o n g * ' x3
- sometimes I wish you'd pay more attention to my favorite songs because the lyrics they sing are the words i'm too scared to say
- & they dont know it but shes gone her smiles are fake no one will see her tears but you cant act forever
- best friends are the ones that can spend 24 hours together and still yell at their parents about not seeing eachother enough.
- shes not like that now. she knows better. she knows now that people lie & promises can be broken as quickly as they're made she understands that she might never be loved.
- Maybe one day we'll both turn back & fix it together. Until, then I'm gone.
- i guess im gonna have to hurt. i guess im gonna have to cry. & let go of some things..i've loved;; to get to the other side. i guess its gonna break me down. like falling when you try to fly.. they say that sometimes moving on with the rest of your life.. starts with goodbye.........<9Yi177OFD1f9T= target="_blank">Heres to you timothy.<65jZgFjXPR9L2g target="_blank">

My Blog

Stole it from my loverboii.

I saw this all over facebook;;and cullens myspace! 25 random facts about yourself!::1.I have thyroid issues;;but i dont take my meds for it.2. I love watchin talk shows;;kinda weird.3. I just wish i c...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 12:25:00 GMT

When ur mom's an alcoholic and ur dad hates you...

Kinda sucks. Cause when u want to go back to school but u cant cause u cant find a fuckin co signer cause neither of ur parents want u to succeed. Your mom prly wants u to be just like her. Not get an...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 18:07:00 GMT

Life;;or somethin like it.

Life is this AMAZING thing right? You get to experience so many things. You can achieve anything you set your heart too. But what happens when it hurts to breathe every breath. What happens when u are...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 10:17:00 GMT

So im fuckked.

I have to pay a speeding ticket which is 206.50 I have $0 to put towards that. So... if anyone can loan me the slightest bit of money.... That would be wonderful. Thanks.  
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 22:54:00 GMT

Joshua Sparks.

You know, i havent really known you for that long but it seems like ive known you forever. I'm so upset right now knowing that you are going to be leaving really soon but im tryin to hold it back. Bu...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 05:19:00 GMT

Too much shitt to deal with.

So i really dont even know where to begin this one but there is so much shit on my mind. Lets just start with one and see where it goes. So my best friend josh is leaving to go to war on Oct 27th. Id...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 23:21:00 GMT

It’s a crazyy feeling but....

It's a crazzy feeling but yet i love every second of it. It's like when im with you, i only feel like its just me and you. We don't have to do anything. I mean just you being in the same room as me ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 01:24:00 GMT

Its gonna happen!

. One day, im gonna end up in a fucked up situation. Its your fault because you made me this wayy. One day, ill end up gettin alcohol poising because i drank to get away. Its your fault because i wat...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 02:07:00 GMT

You make it seem so easy.

I never thought it would be so hard to hold myself back from somethin i wanted. Like every time i look at you im dyin to kiss you but i know i cant. Every time i tickle you its like, wow, this is all...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 13:47:00 GMT

To someone.

I know you said let's just be friends and see where it goes from there, but im gonna do everything to prove to you how much i really mean that i want to be with you. I know it may be years until i ac...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 13:39:00 GMT