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About Me

My name is Choni. I have millions of nicknames :] Such as Chon Chon, Chon Bon, C-Bear, Oatmeal, Cha Cha and so on. Though I like Choni the most :] There's a lot in a name! I'll be 18 this November! Completely stoked for it! This is my LAST year of high school. I'm very nervous for moving on, but that's all apart of growing up. I'm a writer, an artist, and a photographer. I love to bring out the beauty in everything, even when no one else can see it. I find beauty in everything and therefore love everything :] I have yet to find a human or a thing that I hate; I hope to keep it that way. My family and friends are my world. I love them with every breath! I'm only human, so don't point out my flaws. Don't let my mistakes define who I am because they have nothing to do with the person I truly am. I am a deep thinker. I love to think about the world and so on. I also love to have deep and intelligent conversations. I'm a calm person but I ask a few favors. (1) Don't EVER say that being gay/lesbian/bi/trans/metro and so forth is wrong around me. I find NOTHING wrong with it and I take offense when it's said around me. I don't care if you DO think so... just don't voice it around me. (2) Don't make fun of people's weight around me. It's low and pathetic. Just don't do it. That means no more "Fat Chick" game around me. That's rude and immature. (3) Don't talk crap about any of my friends around me. I have plenty of friends that other friends don't like and I'd appreciate it if you refrained from shit talking about them. I don't care what you think about them. All the shit talking is getting really old. Time to grow up :] (4) Don't bash other people's relgions around me. I don't think that's fair or nice. Just because they don't believe the same thing doesn't mean they are bad or wrong. It just means that they are different from you. (5) Be yourself around me. If you are comfortable and open when around me, I'll be comfortable and open around you. If you are yourself around me, I am myself around you. And I love knowing what people are really like on the inside :] I won't judge you, I don't care if you're different. I like the differences in people :]
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who won't try and change me.
People who like me for the person I am.

My Blog

No Shame in Living Twice

Do not weep in bitter sorrow,For there is no dream that won't light tomorrow.There is no color, no hue, no shade,That will hide behind a night of gray.Stand up tall and stand up strong,For every dusk ...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Sep 2009 20:51:00 GMT

Small tid-bit from one of my stories. Opinions?

     "You really plan on sacrificing yourself for the sake of humans? You are but a child, a human child. Are you not so selfish as to choose life over death?!"     "I do not fear death, sir. I fear e...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Aug 2009 01:11:00 GMT

Untitled (a few months old)

His eyes fall upon me,Pure passion seeping through.I grow weak under his gaze,My breath falling short.His eyes do not falter,Locking my own with his.My gut twists with delight,And my skin begins to ac...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Aug 2009 11:47:00 GMT

Poem for a family member who didn't seem to love me as much..

You were careless,I was angry.I screamed,You hit,I cried.You were broken,I was breaking.I shouted,You kicked,I cried.You were lost,I was hurting.I cursed,You punched,I cried.You were weak,I was confus...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Jul 2009 23:24:00 GMT

My Dream...

Sunday night I went to a bed. My tired eyes closed without much thought; and my breathing fell into it's typical sleeping pattern. In and out, without much thought. I had gone to bed with an empty min...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Jul 2009 02:19:00 GMT

Stand Before Your Mirror

You liar,You fool,You pathetic imbecile.You dreamer,You hoper,You hopeless wisher.You girl,You child,You annoying loser.Look at me, Stare at my unblinking eyes,Stare at me,Look at my shattered form,St...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Jul 2009 22:29:00 GMT

You are Beautiful (not written about anyone in particular)

You are beautiful,No,You are more than beautiful..You are pure.You have love written across your heart,And honesty upon your lips.You have knowledge written across your forehead,And honor upon your ch...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Jul 2009 13:20:00 GMT

Crimson Ribbons

Her lips parted openAnd through themHer life slipped away.Her rosey cheeks became paleAs her eyes glazed over.Her hands, once warm to hold,Grew icy and fell heavy to her chest.Her lips still red from ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 01:15:00 GMT

Weeping Angel

Silver tears fall from her pale faceHer blue eyes full of pain.Silenced is her glorious voiceNo longer singing God's favorite song.Her golden hair hangs sadlyIt's lively curls fallen.Broken are her wi...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 01:09:00 GMT

Thinking on BART

Everyday I put my life in the hands of another human being, typically a stranger. I trust the bus driver not to crash and not to drive of a cliff. I trust cooks at resteraunts not to poison my food an...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jun 2009 11:03:00 GMT