this is the deal. |
I am moving back May the 19th. I will be living with a dear friend and her boyfriend, who were so amazing to offer, until I can eventually make enough money to maybe get a place of my own, more than l...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 10:03:00 GMT |
some strange addiction. |
i can never do whats really best for the other.whether its the boyfriend, or the [former] best friend.because sometimes whats best is for me to stay away.to keep to myself.and i just can't bring mysel...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 21:40:00 GMT |
its hard to control this. |
my plans keep changing because my options keep changing, too. it's all relative. no money, well i'll deal with that. no car, well mom has a dollar truck i probably could use to get here and there till...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 18:37:00 GMT |
i've tried, and i guess i've failed. |
the meaning of "best friends" has greatly diminished for me over the last year or so, because of you. whether it's this one or that one, they and their wants, their emotions, always come before the br...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 12:35:00 GMT |
i know what i want. |
what if it is possible to forget how to ride a bike?how to turn the pedals, or steer the front wheel.how to balance rather than falling over flat.i'm afraid this is me now.i've sacrificed a lot of tim...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 00:02:00 GMT |
i know regret. |
believe me, i do.
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 23:32:00 GMT |
i always swore to you i’d never fall apart. |
tell me the easiest way to put a smile on your face.tell me what makes you want to slap the closest person in reach.tell me your viewpoint on love,or if love's ever worth anything to begin with.tell m...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 01:15:00 GMT |
Last blog of the year. |
Funny how serious that sounds. Like the world's about to end or something.Looking back on this year, I realize it was one with much fun and very little regret... but the regret is huge in its own way....
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 15:37:00 GMT |
No good with titles. |
Throughout the journey we call growing up, how can you know who to trust?When people turn their backs on you in an instant -for a friend, for family, for the [in]significant other.You wonder, do you m...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 00:04:00 GMT |
you be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground... |
I'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.honestly, I have been begging for answersthat you and only you can give to mea voice crying loud, I've been crying for days now and as I start to r...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 02:54:00 GMT |
