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SoulStar *Beautiful Chaos*

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

Someone told me that I should be more honest in this section so here it is: I’m fun loving, extremely open minded, I’m a big flirt, a chatterbox, a goofball, I love to laugh out loud and if someone makes me laugh, I love to stay in their company. I can’t stay angry (not always a good thing) and people usually can’t stay angry with me. I love life, my beautiful son, God, my beautiful friends, my experience in life so far, poetry, music and animals. I Love hard and fall harder… But I have no regrets. better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I believe everything happens for a reason and I’m content with the experiences in my life. They have made me the woman that I am today. I love living in the moment, I’m creative and I love expressing it whether thru poetry, or making clothing or accessories. I thrive for new experiences, those that open my eyes to new places, people and things and those experiences that help me learn more about myself on a daily basis. Right now my mind is a sponge and I’m ready to soak up the world…I guess I would say that I’m spiritual but not religious at all. I don’t like being put in a box in any way. I think that labels and religion limits you, so I try not to label any aspect of my life…. On the downside.... I am emotionally unavailible, I can be selfish at times, extremely selfish at others, I hold a lot inside and I'm not as verbal as others would like me to be when something bothers me, I'm the type of person that will tell you once that something bothers me, I may tell you twice but if nothing has changed by the third time, I will remove myself from the situation. I am very sarcastic (sometimes it’s cute and sometimes it hurts) I'm honest but sometimes brutally honest (not many people can handle that), I find that it’s hard for me to be true to myself and still please others (but I try to stay true to myself), I’m always late and I’m trying to work on it because I'm really getting tired of people complaining about it. Lol. I get bored easily, with everything, relationships and people are no exception. I might have slight ADD, lol. (It’s really not funny) My mind wanders, especially when I’m bored.(Some people are annoyed by this, mostly when they are talking to me) I am very passionate, sometimes too passionate, I let my passion take precedence over everything. I have no tolerance for bullshit and little tolerance for ignorance. I'm definitely a dreamer…. I have big dreams and sometimes I lack motivation. I want instant gratification and I have little patience. Money burns a hole in my pocket, I’m an emotional shopper. Oh and I love Makeup (eyeliners etc), Accessories and Weaves (although I haven’t had one in a little while) Some people don’t like it…. I don’t really care, I love changing my look according to my mood. I know I’m beautiful without all the extras, but I have fun with it……… ;)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet beautiful people, inside and out, real, genuine, open minded, free spirited, original people. Take your mask before you come to me. I want to meet people who can open my eyes to new things and bring me to new experiences. Fun loving, eccentric, artistic, creative, motivating and humble. I love fashion, hair, accessories and makeup (I have a ridiculous amount of accessories), music and I have a deep admiration for poetry, so anyone interested in or connected to those things are okay with me. I don’t like shallow, vain or materialistic people, it falls under the phony people category. I HATE LIARS with a passion. I’m drawn to intellectual people, deep thinkers and very spiritual (not religious) people but I adore a great personality and sense of humor (can’t stand people who are unable to enjoy themselves or have a good laugh from time to time). Right now just trying to enjoy life and meet good people to associate with and network.

My Blog

Difficulties (OSHO)

Difficulties. Difficulties are always there. They are a part of life. And it is good that they are there, otherwise there would be no growth. Difficulties are challenges. They provoke you to work, t...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 09:32:00 GMT

DayDream

Daydream................ Sitting here thinking of you Lost in lust My mind wanders on a journey of curiosity Intoxicated by your scent, Allured and Captivated by those big brown eyes Enticed and int...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 12:51:00 GMT

Vanitys Prison

She sits in the mirror, concealer in one hand, sponge in the other. Blotting away all the ugliness. Concealing who she really is. She's careful not to miss a spot. Years of practice have made her a ma...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 09:59:00 GMT

Someone Told Me..................

After a while you learn...The subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn.....that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security.........and you be...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 07:37:00 GMT

THE TATTOO

The Tattoo           I feel you deep inside of me. Deeper than my skin, Deeper than my body You flow thru my veins You're embedded in my soul Everlastin...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 09:41:00 GMT