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I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

.I go by Mariel.
.I'm a Democrat, but don't like where my party is heading.
.I write.
.A lot.
.'90s grunge with a touch of lace.
.And combat boots, of course.
.Jersey to sleep, NYC to live.
.Tim Burton is my soulmate.
.I choose to be in a constant state of crisis.
.Perfection is more important to me than happiness.
.I love my campaign family more than life itself.
.Children are adorable little bundles of innocence but still make me want to throw up.
.Thunderstorms are my muse.
.I had a mini-breakdown when Kurt Vonnegut died.
.Intellectually vapid people worry me.
.I have an pretty intense obsession with the Clintons.
.Aristotle helps me tolerate life.
.Sashimi is the one thing I will always eat.
.Victorian fashion amuses me.
.I sing along to RENT and Wicked.
.People tell me I look like Sylvia Plath before the whole head-in-oven incident.
.I have a really big monster huge crush on....someone.
.I quit smoking cuz lung cancer isn't sexy.
.Except when I'm drinking, in which case, bring 'em on.
.Sugar-free Redbull or Rockstar drinks, oversize sunglasses, liquor and the shore are my true loves.
.I am unquovically pro-choice.
.I believe in love.
.Disney movies make me really sad.
.I cannot wait for the day of reckoning to come...if only to see what humanity is truly made of.
tendency2run.blogspot.com has the whole story.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Creative minds...searching, reaching towards that moment of complete completion. And Jack Kerouac, just because.

My Blog

and i’m out...

I'm not doing ROTC. I'm scheduled to leave for training on Sunday, but I'm going to call them tomorrow and let them know I'm out. I haven't signed anything yet, so it's technically still legit if I ba...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 02:48:00 GMT

timebomb!

Here's the deal-*I joined Army ROTC. Yup, chica's gone hooah. I'm not doing it to spite anyone and I realize the commitment. I realize that I could be sent to fight in Iraq (a conflict I don't really ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 11:44:00 GMT

disillusion mixed with a dash of disgust

"Terror isn't just worrying about a plane hitting a skyscraper& terrorism is being caught in traffic and hearing the crack of an AK-47 a few meters away because the National Guard want to let an Ameri...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 00:08:00 GMT

between the sound

 Vous me faites fou. J'ai dit que je ne serait jamais la fille pour tomber la tête sur les talons pour quelqu'un, comme j'ai fait pour vous. Mais trop mauvais je devine. Parce que je ne veux pas ...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 20:13:00 GMT

comment vous oser me pense à comme est moins que vous

My friend thought this might be a good exercise... since I'm working on the whole figuring myself out thing. Anyway, allez.((what I can say with some confidence I am))female20a perpetual studentsomewh...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 22:00:00 GMT

ne peut pas le truquer le bébé, cette merde pourrait me tuer

Please die Ana For as long as you're here we're not You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer And I need you now somehow And I need you now somehow Open fire on the needs designe...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:49:00 GMT

black mirror

Just so you know:-I love myself. -I’m not unhappy.-I’m not perfect. But God loves me anyway.-I’m not ashamed of my past.-I will not change, just because you think how I live my life ...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 23:42:00 GMT

comme il se tient

I have had the weirdest 24 hours.Last night, J and I were just going to talk.Talking turned into Starbucks for an hour.Starbucks turned into me going back to the apartment with her.Me chilling and doi...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 12:57:00 GMT

ecstacy and jelly beans

want this day to be over.I say "I" a lot.Very narcissistic of me now, no?But I don’t really care.That much.I’m really not as messed up as everyone thinks I am.I am capable of taking care o...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 14:51:00 GMT

concrete goddess

I feel pretty defeated right now. I just insinuated via text message for the first time that I may actually have feelings for the person I’m interested in and how frustrated that I don’t k...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 18:37:00 GMT