Hey, doctor, I'm certifiable. |
Feels good to have some people out of my life. It feels good to say that, too.Three months without Nicki in my life in the least. There's 96 pounds of nuts off my shoulders. I've wrote it before, a... Posted by on Wed, 29 Apr 2009 20:21:00 GMT |
But I got no love or hate left for you, girl. |
A part of me always wants to lash out. It's how I am. I internalize until it becomes too much and then I take it out on others.It's been a rough month or two for that. I'm tired of holding things i... Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 23:50:00 GMT |
And how do I know if you're feeling the same as me? |
Nine : Twelve.Feeling like I'm burning out. Or trying to. I should be feeling better by now, but as almost always, I'm not really feeling that much better. I'm more frustrated by the fact that I ha... Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 19:29:00 GMT |
Please say, honestly, you won't give up on me. And I will believe. |
I find it hard to write about my state of mind these days.It seems like a constant balancing act in my head. One where I don't want to lean too much to the right or to the left. It seems that walkin... Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 20:01:00 GMT |
You make me feel like I am whole again. |
12:24I'm tired, but can't sleep. The week has caught up but keeps going . It's been a long week, and I really am burning out.Better to burn out they say...There's a lot going on in my head right now... Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 22:36:00 GMT |
I'd my teeth bared for battle til love lost made me dull. |
Sometimes I wonder why I still write in this. I think it's because I hear a good song that I think, I'd like to sit down and write while this is playing.I've got a plan to take all my entries from he... Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 19:54:00 GMT |
So this is the new year. And I don't feel any different. |
1:10 AMDecided to make my laptop sit on my lap. Took it into Pinks room. I try to chill out with her, but she never seems to want to have it. I come home and shes sleeping. Try and wake her up... Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 00:20:00 GMT |
I hope you never give a damn. Hope you never get your heart broken. |
8:38 p.m.Was nice having a long weekend. Again. I actually got some sleep, it was nice.So New Year's was an event. We got half the day off, and Matt was nice enough to invite me to h... Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 19:15:00 GMT |
......til we find our way home. |
1:32 AMThink I realized what keeps me going. Was just walking my little sister home. I had my family over to watch The Dark Knight. My mom and sister, Jamie, left earlier. My dad sta... Posted by on Sat, 27 Dec 2008 23:53:00 GMT |
Burn this town from inside out until no one’s left alive. |
10:04 PMTired. This weather is taking it out of me. I can take the cold, I can take the snow. Together, they're just a lot more than I want to deal with. The only way I was abl... Posted by on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 20:16:00 GMT |