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About Me

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Things I like/love :
*Music
*Homies (gotta love the ppl that got ya back)
*The many flavors of Faygo
*Writing
*Parties
*Flirting
*Driving around at 4am
*Dancing in the rain
*Being completely random
*Hanging out with friends
*Kisses
*Thinking
*Going to shows
*Singing in the privacy of my own mind
*Smiling
*Tattoos
*Piercings
*Drawing
*Talking
*Biting
*Teasing
*Going outside and just staring into the sky
*Taking pictures
*Watching movies...scary movies
*Fall weather
*Candles
*Cuddling
*Reading
*Black & White movies
*Being happy
*Love songs
*Sad songs
*Football games
*Going to the lake
*My Random moments
*Alice in Wonderland
*Watching drunk people
*My "Superman" act
*Parties
*My roommates
*Those butterflies I get when I see that someone smile
*Looking at pics
*Painting
*Relaxing
*Being worry-free (doesn't happen alot)
*Laughing
*Smell after rain
*Smell of carnations
*Being a complete idiots
*Memories
*Mind Games
*Passing a test
*Finishing something I started
*Being a "cliche smoker"
*Drinkin
*Doing whatever the fuck I want
*Tequila
*Vodka
*Being kissed on my forehead
Things I don't like/hate :
*Annoying people
*Plastic wrappers on CD's
*Homework
*Thinking
*Missing people
*Crying
*Paranoia
*Getting sick
*Pushy people
*People who can't take "NO" for an answer
*When time goes too slow
*Things I can't control(which is alot)
*Liars
*Abusive people
*When people dismiss my viewpoint
*Crazy preachers telling me that I am "going to hell"
*Feeling lost
*Being Confused
*Having my heart broken
*Giving someone my trust and having it thrown back in my face
*Bugs
*Sad songs
*The feeling in the pity of my stomach when I kno something bad is going to happen
*Being helpless
*Sexists
*Hangovers
*Losing a buzz
*Bees (allergic)
*Memories
*Tests
*Mind Games
*Players
*Making promises to people who won't promise anything in return
*Pricks
*People who can't stay out of other people's business
*Hot weather
*A bad screwdriver
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Shynnah
Birthday: October 19th
Birthplace: Harlingen, TX
Current Location: In hell
Eye Color: Brown... they tell me I'm full of shit..who knows
Hair Color: It varies, but right now it's brown
Height: 5ft 2in - I know... im short...
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right babii
Your Heritage: Mexican/Spanish
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip flops
Your Weakness: If I were to tell you that, then you'd use it against me... we can't have that now...
Your Fears: Failure. Dependence. Alone.
Your Perfect Pizza: I love me some pepperoni!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I'd love to pass my LSAT
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Please tell me tha nightmare is over... please...
Your Best Physical Feature: People say it's my smile.
Your Bedtime: Whenever I can't help but pass out.
Your Most Missed Memory: I'd rather not think about it. It brings me down again. Can't have that.
Pepsi or Coke: Neither. But if I have to choose... Coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither.
Single or Group Dates: Single dates are better. But sometimes groups dates make things more fun.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don't drink Ice Tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. I love it.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both! Caffine makes the world go round.
Do you Smoke: Yes, that I do. I'm a social smoker. Very social.
Do you Swear: What the fuckin hell do you think?
Do you Sing: Yea.
Do you Shower Daily: Yep. Gotta be clean and smell good.
Have you Been in Love: I'd like to say no, but that would be a lie.
Do you want to go to College: Already there.
Do you want to get Married: I don't know. Maybe.
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes I really do.
Do you get Motion Sickness: When I was little.
Do you think you are Attractive: I have my good days.
Are you a Health Freak: Nah.
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes. Sometimes they put my to sleep.
Do you play an Instrument: Yep.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes, that I have.
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes, that I have.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: What would be the right answer here?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes I have.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Um, no.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Um... not that I know of.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Yes.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: lmao. You could say that.
Ever been Drunk: Hella yea. Sometimes it keep reality away.
Ever been called a Tease: Yea. It's what I'm good at.
Ever been Beaten up: Yep.
Ever Shoplifted: When I was little.
How do you want to Die: On my own terms.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to be so many things. Lawyer, Governor, Senator, President. Let's see if I reach any of those.
What country would you most like to Visit: The United Kingdom - thats England, Ireland (6 northern countries), Wales, and Scotland (I think thats the last country that makes up the UK)
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: It doesn't matter, But pretty greens and blues are nice.
Favourite Hair Color: It doesn't matter. It's part of what the person them.
Short or Long Hair: Doesn't matter.
Height: Doesn't matter.
Weight: Doesn't matter.
Best Clothing Style: anything.
Number of Drugs I have taken: It would take too long.
Number of CDs I own: A fair few.
Number of Piercings: 7
Number of Tattoos: A new one is one the way
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I try my damnedest not to regret alot, but I have a fair few # of things that I wish never happened.
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My Interests

♥ I like to write poetry...I love music...I love being me...I love my friends...and most of all...I just love to live life my way...any questions? Ask away... ♥
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I'd like to meet:

Hmmm...I'll talk to anyone...Anyone that can make me laugh, smile, and just anyone not dumb...I love people who can make me laugh. But basically I like all people, but don't talk to me if you're gonna piss me off...in other words...

Music:


But...I luv to listen to all kinds of music. Rakim y Ken-Y, Arcangel, Gocho, De La Ghetto, Franco "El Gorilla", Fuego, Hector "El Father". Wisin y Yandell, Tito El Bambino, Zion y Lennox, Rigo Luna, Don Omar, No Doubt, Chingo Bling, Noriega, Divino, Paramore, Imogen Heap, The Ramones, Roxette, Rhiana, Frankie J, Chiodos, Crazy Town, Chris Brown, Buckcherry, Bullet For My Valentine, Brad Paisley, Cheap Trick, Babyface, Bloodhound Gang, Sex Pistols, Pat Benatar, Plain Whote T's, Rascall Flats, After The Tragedy, The Goodnight Fight, The Wedding, PMToday, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Allison, SchoolBoy Humor, Red Letter Union, HopeDiesLast, Twiztid, Zug Island, Armor For Sleep, Absent Minded, Fort Minor, FlyLeaf, Panic! At The Disco, CKY, Tool, Sublime, Gratitude, Blink 182, Taking Back Sunday, The Suicide Machines, Mindless Self Indulgence, Flaw, Death Cab for Cutie, Nirvana, KORN, Kittie, Hawthorne Heights, Atreyu, Otep, Saosin, Slipknot, Mastadon, Marilyn Manson, Murder By Death, Incubus, Fall Out Boy, The Bled, The Used, Thrice, Finch, Matchbook Romance, Alice in Chains, Lucero, Funeral For a Friend, Murderdolls, Twisted Method, Linkin Park, Smile Empty Soul, Mushroomhead, Heroes Del Silencio, Transmetal, Wednesday13, Alkanine Trio, Three Days Grace, Trust Company, Ill Nino, Hatebreed, Saliva, MxPx, Noise Therapy, Godsmack, Puddle Of Mudd, A Perfect Murder, Martyr Ad, Darkest Hour, Alice Cooper, Judas Priest, Black Sabbath, Metallica, Disturbed, Lollipop Lust Kill, As I Lay Dying, Dimmu Borgir, Morbid Angels, Entombed, Primus, Pantera, Angel Corpses, Deftones

Movies:

I luv horror and comedy flicks. I luv foreign films and black and White films!!! I'm also a sucker for a good romance flick. I love ALL Johnny Depp flicks. Anything by Quentin Tarantino or Stephen King or M. Night Shamalahn ( dun't thnk thats how its spelled!!). All Disney movies. All of the Back to the Futures, Au Reviour le Enfantes, Reefer Madness (1936), Romeo and Juliet (1953), All the Harry Potter movies, Rebel Without A Cause (1955), Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Dreamers, Rasing Helen, One foot in Hell, The Hangman's Curse, Hitch, Meet the Fockers, Boogeyman, Amityville Horror, Scareface, Dawn of the Dead, Super Troopers, Gone With The Wind, War of the Worlds, 1941, Cecil B. Demented, Anne B. Real,Cabin Fever, West Side Story, Ocean's Eleven, Ocean's Twelve, The Princess Diaries, Ella Enchanted, Waiting to Exhale, Prozac Nation, American Pie 1&2, American Wedding, Closer, My Best Friend's Wedding, Pecker, American History X, Mystic River, Pretty Woman, The Exorcist, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, Interview With a Vampire, Queen Of the Damned, Nightmare Before Christmas,White Squall, Good Fellas The Godfather, The Lake House, Rollerball.... and much more.

Television:

Full Metal Alchemist, The Closer, Ghost Hunters, Criss Angel Mind Freak,Family Guy, The Ghost Whisperer, Mind of Mencia,CSI, Ugly Betty, and Supernatural...

Books:

I luv to read. The Harry Potter Series are just awesome. Also anything by Anne Rice, Ruth Francisco, Ellen Hopkins, and V.C Andrews. And um.... psychological thrillers are good. I like most mysteries and sci-fi books. You should check out books like Twilight Confessions of a Death Maiden, CRANK, BURNED, and Wicked: witch and curse...they all are great books

Heroes:

I don't have any heros...they all let you down in the end anyways...so whats the point?

My Blog

Sex and Candy

So I couldn't go to sleep b/c there are alot of things running through my head at the moment. So here I am.      Things are ok. I mean I have nothing too bad going on. Things are b...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 02:51:00 PST

...I'm being ever so subtle...

**Ya ever get the feeling that someone is lying to you or about you? Cause I got that feeling. But its more than a feeling because I know they are lying. And it pisses me off. **People are fickle cre...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 12:33:00 PST

"It" (new poem)

It slips away...It's on my fingertips; so close and yet so far away.I can't hold on to it..My body yearns for it to be close againAnd my heart achs when it's too far away,Though my mind knows I'm not ...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 01:53:00 PST

Double Negative

My smile doesn't reach my eyes but it satisfies those who think they know me. My laugh sounds hollow to me, but no one sees anything wrong. I hate waking up in the morning because I know most ...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Thu, 31 May 2007 04:54:00 PST

This is my song...

Don Omar - Ayer La Vi Lyrics Eliel&Ayer la vi por ahíTomandoQueriendo morirLlorandoQuien le hizo eso a ellaTan bellaQue ahoga hoy sus sueñosEn esa botellaUsted se fue y la dejoEn un rincón llorandoY a...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Wed, 16 May 2007 12:11:00 PST

Hey You (poem)

Hey you...You seem far too familiar...Looking at you increases the Deja Vu...I've seen that smile before...I've heard those same words..."You're the one I'd give my life for."That light in your eyes.....
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:26:00 PST

Looking Back @ 2006

Well...I decided to take a moment to look back at all that has happened this year...2006... I've been through alot. I've helped myself as well as others. I've tried to make the best of a situatio...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 06:22:00 PST

Wandering (poem)

One of my forgotten unfinished poems...thats is now finished. Let me go where no one knows me Wandering streets that are unfamilar See faces that I've never seen before. Let me get lost among the peop...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 06:45:00 PST

Silent Screams & Bleeding Scars (poem)

Silent screamstrapped inside...Crimson lifespilling from bleeding scars...I thought I was ok...But that was wrong...Something wasn't right all along...I saw the look on your face...I heard the words f...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 11:29:00 PST

"His" (Poem)

His kisshas such passion it leaves me weak,And I'm left breathless...But one look of histells me volumes...But still leaves questions behind,And I'm left speechless... He takes me by the hand...b...
Posted by Pain's_Beauty" on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 09:06:00 PST