☆[Ruka∞ ] ❤ ~ ☆

born on 22.12.1988 in Germany makes me a 21 year old Capricorn Girl now. I still live in germany and in fact german is my mother language. I can speak a little bit english enough to write this here and it would be enough to survive in england. but I fail at life and didnt achieved anything yet. I always get to the wrong people in real life and nobody really accepts me the way Im. I dont have any skills or talents what you wanna call them and not even hobbies I only do some things when im bored. I fail miserably at evertyhing and Im not even girly enough to be a wife. Im not even pretty. I guess I was born to be alone and suffer all the pain possible. but there is hope! I have some interests and things I like which are Japan in general and its Music(Jpop,Jrock etc.) Anime&Manga,the color pink,glittering things..and even a few normal thigs like cute little animal babies. yes I do actually like more and Im always open to meet people with the same interests. you can always ask me for my MSN if you wanna talk and know more.OH AND NO IM NOT EMO 8,(