i have good ears and bad eyes.. i am overly critical and have a dark cloud attached to a string.. i wish to surround myself in ceramic flying ducks and little owls.. i have an over indulgent imagination which taunts me, and tempts me.. i would like to sing a lot more than i do.. i enjoy thrift shopping more than i should.. i play music whenever i can.. and make all manner of things when the need arises.. i wish to be more present as i am always looking forward, though i seldom look back..ilya is my son and greatest love...