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Aphrodite.

And so I step up, into the darkness within; or else the light. -- [i am an] untamed mishap with a ju

About Me


I'm growin' up, tryin' to get my life together. Fuckin' ROUGH. I'm NOT your typical girl, as typical as that may sound. I've definately got a wild streak in me, but on ther other hand, I'm pretty laid'back and sometimes a bit sensitive, although that may not be the first perception you have of me. I swear a lot, I drink excessively, and I don't sweat the small stuff. I tend to over'analyze a lot of shit- a possible down'fall of mine. I work for the City of Fairfield in an after'school program taking care of kids. It's a rewarding job, seeing those kids learn every day and knowing that I contributed to their growth as human beings. I'm starting at Solano this Fall taking a few courses. I dropped out last year but came to realize I have so much more potential than I'm using, and becoming a more educated person will aid me in exploring the furthest corners of my mind. I used to play soccer and I had the potential to kick'ass, but I started partying to much. That's probably the one thing I truly regret about my life. The human psyche captures my attention; people are fucked up, selfish, but occasionally, entirely beautiful. I've been hurt, bruised, and heart'broken, but that has only helped to shape who I am today. I am ALWAYS. myself, regaurdless of who's around, and it's be fuckin' awesome if more people were like that. I'm kinda addicted to Party Poker and I absolutely fuckin' adore beer and my Jack. If there's one life'lesson I've learned so far and truly believe in, it is that life ALWAYS goes on, even when it feels like it won't; the world doesn't stop turning for anyone.
Go ahead. Call us Bitches. We'll laugh, Baby.. because we already knew that.
She's my best friend. You break her heart, I'll break your face.
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My Interests


Shit I dig: Poetry. Parties. Alcohol. Camping. Writing. Music. Road'trips. Poker. Cooking. Italian Opera. Tanned skin. Soccer. Psychology. Dinosaurs. SHOTGUNNIN' BEER. Tattoos. Kayaking. Ripped jeans. Surfing. Reefer. Motorcycles. Astronomy. Sex. Good company. Greek culture. Super Mario Brothers. Concerts. Final Fantasy. Philosophy. Tubing. Muscle cars. Tail'gatin'. Pancakes! Creative writing. Photography. Beer pong. Guitars. Mythology. Little kids. Traveling. My Surra. Boating. Beer beer beer. Astrology. Working'out. Jet'skis. LIFE. I REALLY like drinkin'..

Shit I DESPISE: Slow drivers, BEING LIED TO, ham, being told what to do, people who are sincerely egotistical and shouldn't be, putting away my clean laundry, people who don't know what they're talking about, being underestimated, and the wind.
TRUE. LOVE.

I'd like to meet:

Moses. He's a bad'ass. My birthmom and her family. Dane Cook. Kurt Cobain. Sylvia Plath. SteveO. Flea.

Music:

All'times favorite bands are RHCP and Nirvana. DIG that shit.

Brand New. The Distillers. Seether. Deftones. 311. Bob Marley. Lynyrd Skynyrd. DJ Inphiniti. The Expendables. The Gorillaz. Mazzy Star. The Pixies. Offspring. The Smashing Pumpkins. Otep. September. Incubus. Mindless Self Indulgence. Slightly Stoopid. Natural Insence. Rebelation. Metallica. Everlast. Old Crowe Medicine Show. Ben Kweller. Shiny Toy Guns. DJ Inphinity. Sia. Jewel. Natalie Merchant. 12 Stones. Dirty Heads. Kate Voegele. Ploma Drive. Amber. Alice Deejay. Fifi. Sarah Brightman. Lenny Kravitz. Bon Jovi. Authority Zero. Suicide Machines. Guns N' Roses. Black Sabbath. Third Eye Blind. The Adolescents. Venga Boys. The Eagles. Bad Religion. Thin Lizzy. Rufio. Blink. DJ Sona. Foo'Fighters. Hole. Kid Rock. Sum 41. Weezer.

Movies:

My Favorites: Green Street Hooligans. She's The Man. SPIRITED AWAY. 300. VanityFair. Sin City. The Devil's Rejects. Spun. Mr. And Mrs. Smith. Van Helsing. 10 Things I Hate About You. Scarface.

Television:

Pretty much anything on the Food Network, Survivor, and Miami Ink.

Books:

Currently reading:
Ann Fessler- The Girls Who Went Away: The Hidden History of Women Who Surrendered Children for Adoption in the Decades Before Roe v. Wade.
Paul Neilan: Apathy and Other Small Victories.
Suisun Valley Review #24

Heroes:

"There are heroes who walk among us, never looking for glory or praise. They don't seek recognition for their thoughtful, caring ways. Living lives of deep commitment, providing for those they hold dear, steadfast with a quiet strength through times of laughter and tears."
My Mom and Dad because they both grew up with SHIT and managed to succeed as individuals, as husband and wife, and as parents. They're the only people that I know will ALWAYS. be there for me. Hands down.My see'ster. She's pretty much the most thoughtful, unselfish, creative, and compassionate person I know. She damn'near hit rock'bottom a few years ago, but now she has a beautiful daughter, has picked herself up, and is standing independantly on her own to feet.NICK MYRTAKIS. I met Nick at a transitional point in my life, but through'out the ups and the downs I was undergoing, Nick was standing there with an open mind, an understanding demeanor, and a sense of humor that kept me on my feet. He inadvertently taught me that there is always a bright'side, that there is more than one solution to life's everyday problems, and that there truly are genuine, altruistic people that walk this earth. I am grateful every day for his effervescent presence in my life.
you wash over me like sunshine.

My Blog

Compatibility.

Summary of your Birth Charts Your compatibility interpretation is based on the positions of the planets at the time of your birth. For the benefit of students of astrology, these positions, along wi...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 01:53:00 PST

Numerology.

Jessica, your Heart's Desire is 10/1 Your overpowering need is to be independent and to direct your own life according to what you believe. Your dream is to become the leader of whatever field you en...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 01:41:00 PST

untitled.

you never left my side- throughthe seldom tears and the daily laughter.you hold me all night longevery night of the weekdespite the things i gave away,those things that belong to you.you take my hand ...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 11:02:00 PST

Senseless.

It floats overhead, a lowrumble that makes me thinkof you.Made of steel and cold, theengine churning life.When it goes home, you willtake off your boots andkeep them at the foot ofyour bed; right wher...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 05:43:00 PST

Slow Cheetah.

Red Hot Chili Peps- Slow Cheetah   Wakin' up dead inside of my headWill never, never do there is no med.No medicine to take.I've had a chance to be insane;Asylum from the falling rain.I've had a ...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 10:23:00 PST

Maybe.

EVERLAST- MAYBE.   Maybe you could take a lil' piece of my pain.Maybe you can make it all feel the same.Maybe you can burn this night in my brain.Maybe you can find someone else to blameFor all t...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 11:37:00 PST

Fucking Friday.

Friday, August 31, 2007 Cancer (Jun 21 - Jul 22) A promise could give way to disappointment unless you are careful about what you say by being mature and responsible. A new project at work may requir...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 01:29:00 PST

Starlight.

Star'light, Star'bright,first star I see tonight,I wish I may, I wishI might, please receive mywish tonight.Try as you may, tryas you might,but Darlin' you can't breakthis Bitch tonight.You canno...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 01:25:00 PST

I Would.

I would take every pretty wordthat I have ever said and kissthem all goodbye,every smile I ever showedand drain them from my eyes,I would take every chance I'veever had and live them tothe f...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 05:02:00 PST

If Only.

i think so hard aboutthe words that were never said.i would take them all backif i could.i can't believe you said to mewhat you did; thatalone tears me in two.if only you could seethe beautiful person...
Posted by Aphrodite. on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:22:00 PST