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Originally from Cincinnati, now in SW New Mexico. I was a competitve gymnast for 10 years, coached gymnastics for five years. I was Ms. Teen Figure 2001 and also a fitness competitor. In the real world I have a bachelors of Fine Art in Fine Art from WNMU. I'm an artist and a lighting designer. I work with various theater groups and do private contracting in lighting. I enjoy the creativity of changing time and space with the simplicity of light. As a human being, it could be said that I'm a caring person, but sometime I could give a fuck less. I hold people to high expectations, a lot of the time, I’m let down, but that's life. I have perfectionist tendencies, but also know when to just let it go. I don't like to dwell on things that can't be changed, just move on already. I am a firm believer in peace and harmony, but understand that to be far fetched and not rational. I also believe that life is about the journey, and never the end result. I have the ability to rationalize anything, which is a bad thing. I have things that haunt me from my past. I have a pit of guilt I can't seem to find myself out of...just putting it out there in hopes I might make peace with it one day

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My Blog

the continuation

it bothers me.   it still bothers me.  it's probably gonna bother me until it blows up.  I'm not real sure why some ppl are too stupid to see the errors of their ways.  are they sooooo deep in they do...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Nov 2009 15:22:00 GMT

Don't Feed the Bears

If i pay no mind, it'll go away. I'll feed it no energy and it'll go away. I don't feel for it. It's just residual. I don't wanna know. I know in my heart and in my bones and in my tissues, someth...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 11:05:00 GMT

Spring Cleaning the Soul

So, I did some cleaning.  Throwing away.  It feels great just to open ur door and throw something out it.  Furniture for sure.  The feeling of throwing out a piece of your past that has been lingering...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 07:48:00 GMT

White Nothing

I had this dream, but it wasn't really a dream.  So, I had this dream about a room expanding further than i could see.  Filled with bright light.  Filled with peace.  Filled with quiet.  Filled with m...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 12:25:00 GMT

So much to say

I find these days i have a lot to say, but can't find the time to say it.  I've got some good monologues going on up there, but have yet to let them out.  There's something about walking ar...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:08:00 GMT

awww so sad for you

Now, go cry me a river & drown in it
Posted by on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 14:55:00 GMT

already...

I don't have much to say...not today...yesterday was good...today is fair...tomorrow is too far.  Crispy critters are a warm delight.  Although, so is a brisq flight.  Make up the words...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 09:10:00 GMT

Dear Barbara

I'm not sure why we make the choices in life we do.  Or what drives us.  I can never understand why we cannot see the love others have for us.  Why it does not translate is beyond me.&n...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 08:02:00 GMT

the path

Well... I don't seem to have much to say today.  I learned somethings i never knew today.  I'm starting a new project that I'm a little wary of, but gonna give it a shot anyway.  Still ...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 14:07:00 GMT

The Wall of Fame

So here it is...the wall moved 1200 miles and here it is again.   Not all the pics are up, but i think 58 is a few to start with. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 21:06:00 GMT