Ryan

Sup, I'm Ryan. I go to North Providence High School and it sucks pretty bad. I'm a pretty laid back and friendly guy who likes to make people smile. I also like to play music and write songs. I am in love with the most amazing girl I have ever met and her name is Corinne Irene Butler. I love you more than anything baby <3
8/4/09
The essence of your beauty
The sensation of your touch
Knowing that you’re always there
And loving you so much
The comfort when I hold you
Or whenever you are near
The inner sense of purity
My mind becoming clear
Until the hour strikes
And with a sigh I must depart
Feeling content, yet, incomplete
Whenever we’re apart
With all my heart I promise
I’ll always be there for you
No matter where you are
Or what I need to do
I promise that I’ll give
The genuine love that you deserve
There aren’t many girls that are quite like you
And for that I feel blessed
You’re special in each and every way
Baby, you’re the best
All the things you say
And all the things you do
I’m falling faster every day
Head over heels for you
The words I speak are true
It’s safe to say
I’m here to stay
Baby, I’m in love with you
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
When you don't love me anymore
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no I can't understand
Why life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye
Don't they know know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye
"I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die. First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me...but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst...and then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...you have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry...you will someday." -American Beauty
"Every eye sees its own special vision;
every ear hears a most different song.
In each man's troubled heart, an incision
would reveal a unique, shameful wrong." -Dean Koontz
"In the real world
as in dreams,
nothing is quite
what it seems." -Dean Koontz
"Hope is the destination that we seek.
Love is the road that leads to hope.
Courage is the motor that drives us.
We travel out of darkness into faith." -Dean Koontz
"The sky is deep, the sky is dark,
The light of stars is so damn stark.
When I look up, I fill with fear.
If all we have is what lies here,
this lonely world, this troubled place,
then cold dead stars and empty space...
Well, I see no reason to persevere,
no reason to laugh or shed a tear,
no reason to sleep or ever to wake,
no promises to keep, and none to make.
And so at night I still raise my eyes
to study the clear but mysterious skies--
that arch above us, as cold as stone.
Are you there, God? Are we alone?" -Dean Koontz