Self eating, repeating beast... |
I have come to realize that I destroy and punish myself much better than any form of outside justice ever could. I am ruthless. I should totally stay out of my own way. Does it sound like I've gone nu... Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 03:54:00 PST |
Damn dude |
I have hit a self-destructive wall with the force of a ten mega-ton shit bomb. Precariuos? Yes. What is eating me alive inside so bad that I simply want to destroy everything that is good in my life? ... Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 12:47:00 PST |
The right way/The hard way |
I suppose when something you do is so hard to do and handle it must be the right thing to do, right? Right?? I'm dying for answers but have no idea what the questions are that I am supposed to ask. It... Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 04:10:00 PST |
Tired of this... |
I am sick of my emotions and state of mind being much like a pair of hookers panties; constantly going up and down....if they exist at all. I dunno what the hell is going on with me. I know that I've ... Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:16:00 PST |
"Daughter...", said father. |
I know that it has been too long,I know you've done nothing wrong.I am not seeking to punish you,or to be untrue.I love you more than me. Hurting more than you see.Missing every bumpMissing ever... Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 04:25:00 PST |
The bestest ever!!! |
Today I am still trying to feel sober...I don't know that I will.I had the best birthday that I hae ever had. Who knew it took 28 years of crap to equal that?!Thanks to one and all!!!... Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Wed, 10 May 2006 06:07:00 PST |
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i have never hurt this bad in my life. Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 11:40:00 PST |
Postulating, once again... |
So, here I sit in the throng of what is turning out to be another busy day at the Voodoo Needle. I think to myself "how is it that I have ended up in a spot like this in my life?" I'm not sad where I'... Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 10:02:00 PST |
Seasonal I suppose. |
I guess it's something in the air, a changing tide, or the planets get out of focus; but it has become a time of year when everything is changing. People you love vanish, new friends sweep into your l... Posted by Ritual and Habitual on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 10:05:00 PST |