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Paul

About Me

cold..."I've been around this world yet I see no end. All shall fade to black again and again. This storm that's broken me, my only friend. In this river all shall fade to black. In this river ain't no coming back. In this river all shall fade to black. Ain't no coming back. Withdrawn, I step away just to find myself. The door is closed again, the only one left. This storm that's broken me, my only friend. In this river all shall fade to black. In this river ain't no coming back. In this river all shall fade to black..." Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

Motorcycles, fire, swords, animals.

I'd like to meet:

Terri Irwin

Music:

"I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter. I had to fall to lose it all. But in the end it doesn't even matter.""This whole world seems cold and empty. Someone please turn on the light. Lord, if there's an angel you could send me, I could use one here and now..."

Movies:

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LISA ANGELLE lyrics

Television:

Crocodile Hunter, The Most Extreme, Mutual of Omaha's Wild Kingdom, Meerkat Manor, The Jeff Corwin Experience.

Books:

Is currently reading: The Dark Tower: Dark Tower VII, by Stephen King. Has read already: Street Justice by Chuck Zito, Hells Angel by Sonny Barger, Midnight, Velocity, and Intensity by Dean Koontz, The Unloved by John Saul, Lost by forgotten author, The Bog by Michael Talbot, White Fang and the Call of the Wild by Jack London, The Dead Zone, Cujo, The Dark Half, The Tommyknockers, Needful Things, Carrie, Firestarter, IT, Four Past Midnight, Insomnia, Rose Madder, Misery, The Girl That Loved Tom Gordon, Everything's Eventual, The Shining, The Stand, Pet Sematary, Night Shift, The Gunslinger: Dark Tower I, Drawing of Three: Dark Tower II, The Wastelands: Dark Tower III, Wizard and Glass: Dark Tower IV, Wolves of the Calla: Dark Tower V, Song of Susannah: Dark Tower VI, The Mist by Stephen King, Tiger by unknown author, Riptide by 2 unknown authors, The Blood Jaguar by Michael H. Payne, Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes, Black Boy by Richard Wright, Brighton Beach Memoirs by Neil Simon, Lord of the Flies by Richard Golding, Fahrenheit 451 and The Martian Chronicles by Ray Bradbury, and some more that I can't remember at the moment...

Heroes:

Myself for surviving all the B.S. in my life. And my cat, Coco, for being at my side through all this crap...

My Blog

I’ve realized something today...

I've realized something today.  It has been hinted on in the past, but today I have truly come to the realization that I love to love.  In this world that forces violence upon us; forces s...
Posted by Paul on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:58:00 PST

I’ll take this time...

I'll take this time to give my respect and my love to all those who once have been,  but are no longer in my life; for whatever reason that may be: be it death, loss, difference of views, other p...
Posted by Paul on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 12:25:00 PST

Look...

...look at this post.....look at the last post you've had...look at the last text message you've received...who called you last?Who did you last see a movie with?When was the last time you held someon...
Posted by Paul on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 07:27:00 PST

One special moment in time...

Today I spent a special moment in time with someone; someone who needed help; someone who appreciates life; someone who gave me a few special minutes in their unique company; someone no othe...
Posted by Paul on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 05:33:00 PST

Killed off a little more...

Ok, another step has been taken.  I've learned a little more in this life.  And isn't is so amazing that everytime I learn a little more in this life that a little more of the life inside me...
Posted by Paul on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 11:32:00 PST

Do You Remember Me???

Hello there.  Don't you remember me?  Of course you do, think back....think waaaaaay back...  I'm you...  I'm the you that you used to be...  the you that would enjoy the days...
Posted by Paul on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 01:04:00 PST

Quotes of my Life...

Imagine...... This is the time to remember. Cuz it will not last forever. These are the days to hold onto, cuz we won't although we'll want to. This is the time, the time is gonna change.....
Posted by Paul on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 11:21:00 PST

Forget...

Forget her nameForget her faceForget her kissHer warm embraceForget the love that you once knewRemember she has someone newForget her when they played your songRemember when you cried all night longFo...
Posted by Paul on Mon, 29 May 2006 03:17:00 PST

Fuck Love..........

[girl:]Talk to me... [Paul:]You want me to tell you somethin? [girl:]Uh huh... [Paul:]I know what you wanna hear...'Cuz I know you want me baby I think I want you too... [girl:]I think I love you baby...
Posted by Paul on Sat, 27 May 2006 11:09:00 PST

I'm tired of people hating my dog...Hope this teaches you where your fear spawned from.

Why is it that if I told you she was a poodle, that you would let her sit next to you?Why is it that when my dog tries to sit on your lap to have her belly rubbed, it's seen as an act of aggression wh...
Posted by Paul on Tue, 23 May 2006 10:18:00 PST