deconstruction |
20 years, half my life, 7,300 dayshow do you dismantle a relationship that has lasted for 20 years? i'm not talking about the emotional issues here. i'm talking about the physical violent act of div...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 06:35:00 GMT |
jan. 31st, 2006 |
i just found this in an old notebook. at the top i wrote...Jan 31st, 2006. Happy New Year!i think it still applies...this is what it said...you should know that i am miserable. not the sort of "woe...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 00:48:00 GMT |
old enough to be your aunt |
he chatted me up, i stared him downin that smokey bar on a random tuesdayhe said i'm new in town, just moved hereand i'm just looking for some people to hang out withor some such nonsenseand i gave it...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 04:59:00 GMT |
the I.V. drip |
it's been a while, my friend, so here we go againthe weather's turning colder, i'm feeling much older
about eight months have passedand i've been tested to the limitsi've learned that i am strongerand...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 01:25:00 GMT |
bright shiny morning...pg. 97 |
Depression, self-hatred, fear they were all her friends.Sometimes she slept for sixteen hours a day, sometimes not at all.She ate steak rare, chicken fried, drank smoked ingested.She drove fast in the...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 20:56:00 GMT |
dear cancer, fuck you |
dear cancer,
fuck you. fuck you with your whole new vocabulary that i never wanted to know. fuck you with your malignant and your benign. fuck you with your p.e.t. scans amd your c.a...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 07:18:00 GMT |
what would we be without wishful thinking? |
i buy clothes for a life i do not haveit's a glamorous life of parties and eventsin this other life i go to museumsi lunch with the ladiesi attend the symphonymy dance card is fullmy calendar overflow...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 08:05:00 GMT |
alarmist and ignorant |
this arrived in my inbox today via my aunt who is an extremely conservative roman catholic. it's shocking to me that such ignorance exists in the world. even more alarming that such ignor...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:48:00 GMT |
upside down, downside up |
i've been wondering how, over the course of one month, your life can change so completely that you don't even recognize it anymore. 30 days...30 fucking days to a brand new fucked up shitty stre...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 07:33:00 GMT |
one more, damn it |
she holds her cigarette like a murderess in a movieshe drinks her coffee too strong and too muchshe spends her day smoking, drinking, thinkingit's a crystal blue sky, not a cloud in sighther glasses a...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 11:40:00 GMT |
