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Lost....

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

Well lets see...thought i should up date this cuz everywhere in life things are always changing...My name is Justin but everybody for the most part calls me eather bell, bells, or balls free lol long story to that one....lets see im a straight up guy i hate lieing and liars ill very straight up the truth is the sweetest thing. im scared of relationships they freak me the fuck out. i had my heart broken a long time ago still trying to get over it sum ppl out there u know who u are there helping me with it. im a huge movie buff i can spend all day in my room watching movies. my all time fav show is stargate all of them lol. im a huge nerd i havent in a long time but i play D&D. im in the navy i work at a hospital still havent deployed yet but its a matter of time...im a caring no complacent type of guy i like going with the flow with things...im a very no materialistic person all lifes to short to hold on to temporary things its the memories that hopefully last forever lol. if u wanna know more about me just send me a message am always down for a good talk.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God is one who i would love to meet and have a conversation with lol but as well just really cool ppl who are looking to have just sum fun...

My Blog

Looking Back

Crazy To ThinkIts crazy to think of what the future mite hold and how your pasted brought u to where you are today and what you do today will bring you to your future....looking back say just 3 years ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Sep 2009 14:17:00 GMT

Be A Friends

Be A Friend Just be My Friend, Thats all I ask, It seems like such a simple task. Is it really just to much to ask, Just to Be A Friend who will be there with Me in the End? You say No we cant be Frie...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 05:04:00 GMT

Hard To Love...

You know those people the complain about how they fall so easy then just get hurt and they wish they wouldnt...im not even close to being like that...see for me its easy to like someone as a lover but...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 23:41:00 GMT

So Smile For Me

Ever wondered why I smile most of the time?...Well ill tell you so you know...I smile so you dont see...So you dont see the tears that tare me apart inside...Everyday im born again just to die on the ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 20:57:00 GMT

Rape

Rape happens all the time in every part of the world. It doesn’t matter if someone is young or old, male or female. In "The Bean Trees: Babara Kingsolver", it shows particularly about a infant n...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 22:20:00 GMT

The Thing I Miss

...i miss the way she smiled...i miss the way she laughed...i miss the way she could look at me and see what i was and just accept me for who i was...i miss being happy with her...i miss how when i ha...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 23:52:00 GMT

For My People....

For My People....By Justin Bell            For my people who love but have always lost,for the ones that search for that bright light but are still in the ...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 19:16:00 GMT

What Do You Do?

What Do You Do?By Justin Bell Imagine waking up...to a Goddess looking down at you...She was just watching you...watching you sleep...in her eyes you see all the Love and Care she has to offer...and S...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 21:33:00 GMT

The One Thing

The One Thing If I could have one thing and it was something that i would have to live with for the rest of my life. It would have to bethe one thing I let go of...True Love...When it comes down to it...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 14:00:00 GMT

The Loss of Pain

For the longest time ive wondered what would push someone so far as to commit suicid and it finally dawned on me...loss. The loss of ones self, ones beleafs, valus,morals and even loved ones. But its ...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 13:56:00 GMT