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Yuu iciviuja

free writer + free dreamer = iciviuja

About Me


Insanity shows the truth.
But sane mind refused to believe.
Shattered mirror.
Translucent eyes.
Bloody tears.
Raining as hell.
= DREAMER =
~~~+++~~~
I want to shut my eyes
And be lost forever
In the rhythm of time
The tunes of the wind
Dust the view into a scenery of dream
Swipe away all the thornful memories
Forget the days and fly away
Leaving this life vanishing existence
I'm losing myself in the mirrors of mind
With wings so black so full of lies
I'm losing the grip that holds me dearly
The tangible feeling of emptiness inside
timeless
~~~+++~~~
timeless in the dark cage
in this cage that i'm bound
betray own trust and faith
forgiveness shredded to ashes
now that i'm on my starting point again
a journey to begun one more time
a self so full of pain
and hatred
i'm closing all holes of insecurity
all those tormented tears cried
a rose without hopes nor fears
cutting life's thorns away
my scars blinded me
but decisions be made
no regrets be entertained
nor the dreams to attain
sayonara my now world
with a new path to adore
creating a mystical own road
for the future to hold
- i . c . i . v . i . u . j . a -
Yuu iciviuja rousoku

My Interests

Jrock
bishounens
yaoi
anime
manga
guitars
fanfics
bishounen
music
sports
icons
anything blue
body piercings
tattoos
scars
blood
eyeballs
vomit-screaming-vocalists
body art
weird unnatural hair colors
astrology / palmreading
skulls
drums
bass
poems
doujinshi
fashions
make-ups
death
dark secrets
cards
magics / tricks
long-haired souls
loves xtreme | weird | crazy | unique | different | original accesories or stuffs
cosplay outfits

I'd like to meet:





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Music:

rock
dark
melancholic
poetic
philosophic
unusual
weird
different
exotic
erotic
artistic
valued by my ears.

Movies:

Japanese
NANA
Love Collage
Taiyou no Uta
The Blue Lights
Moon Child
Oresama
Kagen no Tsuki ~Last Quarter~
Soundtrack
Zatoichi
Tokyo Tower
Umizaru
Tokyo Friends
space-travellers
wasabi
love letter
Korean
A Moment to Remember
Windstruck
Il Mare
3-Iron
Bad Guy
Tube
Spy Girl
100 Days with Mr. Arrogant
My Tutor Friend
Love : Impossibe
Chinese
Turn Left Turn Right
The Bride with White Hair
Young and Dangerous
Bishounen
English
Alexander
The Last Samurai
Memoirs of a Geisha
The Unsaid
The Princess Diaries
Freaky Friday
Pieces of April
Romeo + Juliet
Interview with the Vampire
Queen of the Damned
Edward Scissorhands
global heresy
Basic Instinc
Gia
Original Sin
Mr. and Mrs. Smith
Taking Lives
Anything sexy..
Basically everything
Angelina Jolie's
And any other
asianique flicks.
cuz Asia is art.

Television:

Anime
Slam Dunk
yami no matsuei
naruto
hana yori dango
midori no hibi
Paradise Kiss
suzuka
Mirage of Blade
Samurai Kyo
Full Metal Alchemist
FFVII Advent Children
X
Initial-D
Japanese TV shows
KAT-TUN3!
Shounen Club
Hadaka no Shounen
C/D/G no Arashi
Shin/Domoto Kyoudai
SMAPxSMAP
Utawara
Minna no Terebi
Music Station
Music Fighter
Utaban!
Hey3! Music Champ!
waratte ittomo!
Tensai! Shimura Doubutsu En!
Bokura no ongaku
CDTV Countdown
Pop Jam!
Japanese dramas
Akihabara@DEEP!
My Boss My Hero
Supple!
Tatta Hitotsu no Koi
Attention Please
Kurosagi
X'mas nante daikirai
Anego
N's Aoi
ganbatte ikkimashoi!
ichi riteru no namida
gokusen
hana yori dango
Kindaichi Shounen Jikembo 2005
Nobuta. wo Produce
kimi wa petto
Stand Up!
Dragon Zakura
kuitan
Tiger & Dragon
Shounen wa tori ni natta
S.O.S
Engine
Good Luck
Sekai no chuushin de ai wo sakebu
Tokyo Wankei
Medaka
Sh15uya
yasha
Tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi
Galcir
Ima, Ai ni yukimasu
oishi Proposal
Hotaru no Haka
Water Boys
Hiro-hime
Taiyou no Uta
Korean dramas
Goong
Full House
Memories in Bali
Delightful Girl Choon-Hyang
Taiwanese dramas
Silence
Devil Beside You
Love Contract
Prince who Turns to Frog
The Magicians of Love
It started with a Kiss
Tokyo Juliet
Hua Xiang
English Series
Entourage
One Tree Hill
Desperate Housewives
INXS
O.C
CSI
LOST
American Idol
Next Top Model
Malaysian
Akademi Fantasia

Books:


Devil's Desire
and interestingly
philosophic fanfics
or omoishiroi
no uwasa/news

Heroes:


YOSHIKI hayashi

matsumoto hideto

kyo

Camui Gackt

Akanishi Jin

Nishikido Ryo

Yamashita Tomohisa

Ikuta Toma

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