<3 Alyssa <3

There are so many things to say and yet none of what I put will ever amount to the person that I really am...I'm just one of those persons you have to meet and experience to really get to know who I am. It is interesting to see how many people change their opinions of me once they actually get to know me. Over the past 5 years I have changed more than I could ever imagine. I have grown so much as a person and realized how amazingly blessed I have been....yet in the past I have taken advantage of what I have been given. It has been, to say the least, a long and rocky road...to put it simply, I am the type of person to drive out of my way to make sure you have a ride, give you the last orange starburst, make my special sauce without onions because you hate them, sleep without covers so your warm, pay the bill just because I feel like it, tell you "I wuv you" to see you smile, call and let the phone ring twice and hang up just to let you know I'm thinking of you, send you flowers to brighten your day....I think overall I just much rather see others happy than myself (which is a big difference than how I have been in the past)...its amazing how certain relationships and events can make you realize how important and amazing your life is and was....to let you actually see how perfect it all is....and thats just me, flaws and all....