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Tomi Fran [blondor 8/81]

You Are My Sweetest Downfall. I Love You First.

About Me


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I'm Tomi. I'm 19. I live in three states of being: Ideality, Reality, and Technicality. I'm a hopeless romantic. I party, but not too often. I could just as easily spend my Saturday night partying as I could going to a romantic dinner and a movie. I am a very multifaceted. My heart is big and my mind is deep. I love to write poetry, though I haven't written much lately. A musician at heart, I have played piano for eleven years. Too outgoing for a life spent in a practice room, I'm pursuing a career in cosmetology, which I love. I was born in the sticks, but I'm pure city. My residence is the cement forest of downtown Omaha. My personality is complex, as am I. I am extremely career oriented, and sometimes that worries me. I dream of a life greater than this, and I believe I will never be satisfied. I constantly seek change, so I am always looking for places, things, and dreams bigger than what I have now. I come from money and enjoy psuedo-poverty. The life of a starving artist is more thrilling than a life of comfort. I believe in pasts lives; I am currently living my fourth. I grab life by the horns. I have no regrets; I take the fall for my decisions. Simply, I am me and nobody can tell me otherwise. I'm open, I'm loving, and I'm deep. I call no person a hero. I've learned to stop living my life to fulfill the wishes and dreams of others; I live life for myself. I am me, end of story. If you want to know more, read the rest of this page. I believe it reflects who I am. If you still aren't satisfied, send me a message.
I AM AN ARTIST
I AM A MUSICIAN
I AM A FRIEND
I AM A LOVER
I BELOND TO NO ONE
I AM PARANOID
I AM JELOUS
I AM OUTGOING
I LIVE LIFE FOR MYSELF
I AM IN CONTROL
I AM A BITCH
I AM A SON
I AM A DAUGHTER
I AM LOVED
I GO PLACES
I AM A DRAMA QUEEN
I LIVE
I SLEEP
I BREATH
I SING TO MYSELF
I CRY
I AM HUMAN
I AM A DIVA
I AM BEAUTIFUL
I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK
I STAND ALONE
I STAND TOGETHER
I LOVE THE STAGE
I AM A PIANIST
I AM A WRITER
I AM A SINGER OF SONGS
I AM A WRITER OF POETRY
I AM A DANCER
I AM A PRINCESS
I AM ROYALTY IN A NEW LIFE
I AM BRITISH ON THE INSIDE
I HAVE A BIG HEART
I AM AN ENEMY
I LOVE LIFE
I AM ALIVE
I AM HERE
I HAVE LIVED BEFORE
I AM LIVING AGAIN
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What Musical Are You?

Rent
You're Rent! The best musical in the world! You're wild, crazy, and a little unorthodox. You live life to the fullest because there is no day but today.
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Your Personality Profile
You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.
You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test Layout Created at Mspremade.com I edited my profile at MsPremade.com . check out these Myspace Layouts!
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My Interests

Cosmotology, Music, Piano, Writing, Reading, Poetry, Photography...

Music:

Casey Stratton, Sarah McLachlan, Regina Spektor, Imogen Heap, Sarina Paris, Panic! At The Disco, Pink Martini, D.H.T., Cascada, Fall Out Boy, Something Corporate, Jack's Mannequin, Dashboard Confessional, Death Cab For Cutie, Audioslave, Ozzy Osbourne, Ryan Cabrera, Motion City Soundtrack, Kill Hannah, The Fray, Alanis Morisette, Alkaline Trio, The Killers, Taking Back Sunday, Queen, Blue October, Shinedown, Fiona Apple, Abba....

Movies:

V for Vendetta, The Hunt for Red October, Moulin Rouge!, The Phantom of the Opera, RENT, Chicago, The Hours, American Beauty, Erin Brokovich, Elizabeth, My Best Friend's Wedding, Titanic, Van Helsing, James Bond...

Television:

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What type of gay guy are you?

You are the committed type! You like to have one boy and you don't want to share him. You don't need anyone else but him. You're into fucking him every night and no one else.
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Books:

Vanity Fair; The Good Apprentice; The Sea, The Sea; I, Elizabeth; The Spoils of Time Trilogy; The Phantom of the Opera; The Da Vinci Code; Harry Potter; Drowning Ruth; Dolores Claiborne; Macbeth; The Other Boleyn Girl; The King of Torts; Boudica Trilogy...

Heroes:

And They Called Her The Queen
And they called her the queen
That beautiful woman
With a head on her shoulders
And the world at her feet
They called her the queen
That beautiful woman
Who cried in secret
Feelng no love
Or even the joy of life
That beautiful woman
Who dreamed of her soulmate
But feared
In her heart
He would never come
That woman who died
A little more each day
As she overflowed with
Pain, sorrow, and heartache
That woman who woke each morning
And put on her beautiful face
Set aside her pain
And looking down on the world
She smiled
That beautiful woman
Whose truth nobody knew
And they called her the queen
My heroes are my quotes. Quotes bring me to a place that nothing else can. That place may be happy or sad. Either way, these quotes are special to me. I share them with others hoping that the quotes do for others what they do for me. The following are my favorites, written by both myself and others. Many of these quotations have been used in my poetry; writing that is very dear to me. I don't like to share my poetry, but I want to share these lines with the world.
"He wrapped himself in quotations - as a beggar would enfold himself in the purple of Emperors" - Rudyard Kipling
"Because I could not stop for death, He kindly stopped for me; The carriage held but just ourselves And Immortality." - Emily Dickinson
"'She has a lovely face; God in his mercy lend her grace, The Lady of Shalott'" - Alfred, Lord Tennyson
"I stand here ironing, and what you asked me moves tormented back and forth with the iron." - Tillie Olsen
"You cannot find peace by avoiding life." - Michael Cunningham
"I set this pain aside and look on toward a happier tomorrow"
"Still...life" - Unknown
"I am here. Do not forget me." - Iris Murdoch
"Let's away and part the glories of this happy day." - William Shakespeare
"They appeared to stare at the dark, but their eyes were watching God." - Zora Neale Hurston
"'I am half sick of shadows,' said The Lady of Shalott" - Alfred, Lord Tennyson
"Always the years between us; always the years...Always, the love...Always, The Hours." - Michael Cunningham
"And all I'm sure of is how his hand feels in mine...and all I'm sure of is how cold my tears have become."
"The art of love...an art unknown..."
"I poured my heart out And this is all I have to offer..."
"And they become wasted These pages... A void of dying love..."
"You can't kill her. Not this bitch."
"On my own I dream of tears..."
"Silent hypocracies fill our lives, and thus is this rift..."
"Last night I said goodbye Tonight I think I die..."
"Henceforth from this place shall I go Onward into a blank oblivion..."
"Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing Thanks for all the joy their bringing..." - ABBA
"...And if the world is ending...then we toast to it..."
"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody." -Chuck Palahniuk
"Those who think sunshine is happiness have never danced in the rain" - Unknown
"It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all" - Samuel Burns
"I am nothing original. I am the combined efforts of everyone I have evern known." - Unknown
"To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace from day to day To the last syllable of recorded time, And all our yesterdays have lighted fools The way to dusty death." - William Shakespeare
"Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Robert Frost
"I shall make me a willow cabin at your gate and call upon my soul within the house; i rush into the secret house..." - William Shakespeare
"You are my sweetest downfall. I loved you first." - Regina Spektor
"What you feel is what you are, and what you are is beautiful." - Goo Goo Dolls
"Shall I abide in this dull world; which in thy absence is no better than a sty?" - Unknown
"God is in the rain" - V for Vendetta
"I am no man's Elizabeth"
"I will never be the person that you say you regret"
"Omission is betrayal" - Little Black Book
"Luck is when preparation meets opportunity" - Little Black Book
"We're supposed to be unbreakable..."
"Loneliness as a situation can be corrected, but as a state of mind it is an incurable illness." - Vladimir Nabokov
"This so called love was so deep that it told you to run far and not give a damn about me...." Monica - Hell No
"It was my "battle buddy" who wasn't able or willing in the first place and hid it from me. It is true in war you are responsible for this person, but there comes a time when this person has injured themselves that you have to let them go; you are no longer responsible." - T L Province
"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with your heart."
"The world will tell you who you are until you tell the world."
"It takes a minute to like someone, an hour to appreciate them, but a lifetime to forget them."
"Lust is when you love what you see; love is when you lust for what's inside."
"When we lose one we love, our bitterest tears are called forth by the memory of hours when we loved not enough." - Maurice Maeterlinck
"Journeys end in lovers meeting, Every wise man's son doth know." - William Shakespeare – Twelfth Night
"We that are true lovers run into strange capers; but as all is mortal in nature, so is all nature in love mortal in folly." William Shakespeare – As You Like It
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My Blog

This One's For The Girl

Terra. Terra is absolutely amazing. She came back to school last week from maternity leave and we were instanly friends. I had seen her around while I was in Freshman, but we never go to talk becuase ...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 09:16:00 PST

Once Upon a Year

One year ago we graduated from high school, and we thought the world was at our feet. We knew everything. Our lives were planned as we headed off to college. A year later I look back on what we were a...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Fri, 25 May 2007 11:42:00 PST

Missing

So I've realized one thing since moving to Omaha. I miss having my bff with me. That crazy girl who I do random nothingness with. The one who will drive around with me at odd hours of the night laughi...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:17:00 PST

Reality. Check!

Today was a total reality check for me. A good thing in some ways, a major blow to the ego (for lack of a better word) in others. I shadowed for the first time on the floor today, and I also had my ev...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:45:00 PST

Tattoo Omaha on My Forehead

So I went to Norfolk this weekend. I totally didn't realize until now that that town really isn't ready for gay culture. Growing up there and coming out there, I thought Norfolk could handle it. I bel...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Mon, 14 May 2007 07:43:00 PST

This Is Holding a Grudge

Last night I went to The Run. Eric, my ex-boyfriend, was there. He moved back to Omaha because he found a boy that will give him exactly what he wants: sex and money. I can't help but laugh at Eric. H...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:09:00 PST

My Night Was Ruined by the Gay Guy From Below

So let's rewind to last night. I had been living in my lovely apartment at Union Plaza for just a little over 24 hours. The lovely Tracy Province, a house guest of mine, was at a casting for a photo s...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 07:23:00 PST

Moving Again

Yep. That's right. I'm moving, but not quite as far this time. I'm moving from midtown Omaha to downtown Omaha. I'm getting a lovely little studio apartment at Union Plaza. The building is made of bea...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 06:08:00 PST

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Do you ever feel like you're never going to win, like nothing will ever get better and no matter what you do, you're losing? I want out. I just want to check out of life for one week. Just one week to...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 08:51:00 PST

And They Called Her The Queen

And they called her the queenThat beautiful womanWith a head on her shouldersAnd the world at her feetThey called her the queenThat beautiful womanWho cried in secretFeelng no loveOr even the joy of l...
Posted by Tomi [yourowndisaster] on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 10:01:00 PST