what is happening to me? |
one day i woke up and realized that i was someone completely different. someone who couldn't face his problems. someone who was hurting those he cared so much for. someone who hid behind a bottle and ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 May 2007 22:48:00 GMT |
my last hope |
who are we to try and decide what matters in our lives? do we really have full control over ourselves or does something else decide for us? i am lost in a sea of uncertainy and pain. dreams have becam...
Posted by on Thu, 03 May 2007 11:51:00 GMT |
my shame |
what do you do when you finally feel like nothing will ever be the same? do you think about those wonderful days that now are long forgotten? i feel like i am fighting within myelf about so many thing...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:17:00 GMT |
my advice |
there are things people decide to do. whether it's you reader or your friends sometimes the choices they make are not what you would think as good choices. but the best thing to do is to remember that...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 17:29:00 GMT |
fear |
time seems to be getting longer, days seem to be getting darker. i feel the world slowly turning, waiting, wanting. suddenly nothing seems clear. everything just seems chaotic in this life. one turn s...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 13:50:00 GMT |
the monster vs. the angel |
have you ever thought about doing something that wasn't like you? something so horrible you even creep yourself out with it? have you ever done something violent only to look back and see that nothing...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 12:12:00 GMT |
you giving up on me? |
look i know you know i'm talking to you babe. so now that we got that out of the way....
listen i've been waiting for you to say you weren't ok. that just means i can't hang around girls without you o...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 17:04:00 GMT |
the sad truth |
sometimes we are told things that can change the way we feel about ourselves for the rest of our lives. the things we do annoy those closest to us whether we were trying to be annoying or trying to be...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 18:50:00 GMT |
mistakes of mistakes to repair i must give more than my pride |
to those who have the same problem. do your friends seem distant because of a realtionship you are in? hey it might be aggravating and it might not help whatever stress you are in but i think it's tim...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 12:52:00 GMT |
tell me to fight and i will tell me to lose and i'll say no |
have you ever been doing something that's aganist everything? you stand there out in the open taking the shots over and over about the choices you make the feelings you have the future you want. what ...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 20:38:00 GMT |
