someone just shoot me now |
i am one mixed up pup. what the f is wrong with me? he is so so wonderful and i know he wants nothing to happen. why can't i get over him? i can't stop thinking about him. why? i wish graduation...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Oct 2005 19:05:00 GMT |
Sigh........ |
Wow. All I can think about is that guy from Diedem. What is wrong with me? I didn't even meet him, I don't even know his name. Grrness to the core. If only I could see him again tonight. But, I'...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Sep 2005 16:03:00 GMT |
What a Wonderful Name (Christian?) |
Sometimes time is a scary thing. It goes and goes, so fast like a violent wind. I wish it would just slow down for some things and speed up for others. I don't want to be obsessed with love, and al...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 16:24:00 GMT |
Sweet Sweet Surrender |
Last night, I was in a dream. As soon as I saw his face, my mind was blown away. I actually couldn't breathe for a couple of seconds. Why now? When I know God wants me to stay where I am when it c...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 16:06:00 GMT |
Pffh..women....and men-theyr'e stupid |
How is this happening. How can someone fall in love so fast? I am spinning around and around and this carousel of emotions won't stop. Grr. What is wrong with me? Everyday it grows stronger. You'...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Sep 2005 11:05:00 GMT |
Insanity is the familiar ground on which I walk |
So much has happened in the past couple of months. It feels like years. I went to D.C. and had a blast. There is so much to see and do there. Man, New Mexico sucks. I met a lot of people from all ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Aug 2005 18:41:00 GMT |
Wherever and whoever you are, I am waiting for you |
I have finally learned my lesson. After the world has taught me to do what feels good, I have stumbled and fallen, and have been heartbroken over it. Don't worry, I am still a maiden. Hee hee. I a...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT |
Randomness....I'm losing ideas for blog titles-heehee |
Without Him, sometimes I feel like I'm slowly drowning into a black abyss of despair and I am forever lost in it's virulent darkness. It smites me and warm droplets of blood flow onto my skin. It is...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT |
Give me strength |
Father,
I need you like the air I breathe. Constantly flowing through me, your love makes me stronger. I need to feel that every second of every day for the rest of my life. You are so beauti...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT |
I really can't put name on this one, sorry |
Mmh, today is so wonderful. The beautiful blue sky gleams against the bright sun whose heat radiates onto my sweaty skin. The trees and bushes croak under the dry intensity of that beautiful golden ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT |
