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my name is shelbee. im sixteen years old. i haven't been myself lately.
"Being brave is being scared and crying, but still holding your head up. There is no courage without fear. Without fear, you could be going to the grocery store instead of a war. If you face your fears, though, if you're scared but you still pull though.. that's courage. That's so rare, and you have it. No matter how much you cry, you can take comfort in that. And no matter what anyone says, no matter what nasty things they say, just know that they are not worth it. They think it's funny, so they laugh. They should be ashamed. Every time they laugh, they show how ugly they are on the inside."
-someone very special to me
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they're the ones who will always be there.
my ride.
who i'de like to meet;;
someone who will make me as happy as i deserve to be. someone who will treat me the way i deserve to be treated. someone who makes me feel as if i dont need to change a thing about myself to impress them. who justs wants to be with me because of who i am. someone with morals, values and responsibilty. who can carry on an intelligent conversation with me, who's not afraid to tell me they disagree with my opinions and then give me their reasons why. someone who is "traditional", and thinks that respecting a women is still cool. someone who wont lead me on. all i want is to be able to look into someones eyes and see that they feel the same way that i feel about them. i just want to be happy again. if there is anyone out there......

My Interests

this man makes me weak at the knees.
i believe i have an unhealthy obsession...

I'd like to meet:



Music:

variety.

Heroes:

two of the most important people in my life:
my mother
(r.i.p. 10/16/59-7/2/06)
it's only been 9 months now that you were taken from our lives, and i remember it like it was yesterday. to be able to see your face once more and to be able to let you know how much you mean to me would be a dream come true, because i know i never let you know when you were here. im so sorry for everyday that i treated you like shit, im sorry for every harsh word that was aimed in your direction, my mouth was a gun loaded with them and you were my target, im sorry that i refused to see that you were trying to become a better person. i still dont think im ready to accept that your gone, im waiting for you to walk through that front door, waiting for the day that i'll be able to talk to you again. times weren't always bad between us, i live for the good times and good talks that we shared together. i know that you always thought there was not a person in the world that cared for you, but i want you to know that you left behind so many people who loved you and that that man took half of our hearts when he took your life. i love you with all my heart and miss you more then you'de ever know.
my brother
billy, i don't think ill ever be able to explain to you how much you mean to me, it would be nothing less then the greatest understatment. the pride i have for you barely exceeds the anger and sadness i bear against you. proud that you've become someone and something so great, that you've overcome so many obstacles and people telling you you'de always be a nobody. angry and sad, because you've left me, because i miss you so much, because i wake up each morning wondering if you've survived the night and will be able to survive the day to come. to lose you, would be to lose my life. i am now trying to overcome the same obstacles that you had to face, along with many many more. you being gone does not make it easier. all i want is for you to return home safely. i wonder if you know what it is exactly that you're fighting for, because i sure dont. although i carry anger and sadness, my love and faith in you are greater then anything. just come home soon, i don't want to worry anymore.

My Blog

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