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to be alive is to live...to live is being alive...I've tossed and turned many sleepless nights...numbing these unbearable internal pains of which i call my life...but in which i would never change as they are a part of my life...these last few chapters in my life have opened my eyes wide to a whole and broaden view of life... my life...i choose not to dwell on these pains that plaugue me, but rather focus on whats learned from them... i truly believe in balance...if we were to never cry, we would never know how to smile...understanding life is as difficult as making the choices in them...different perspectives-different views make different decisions in each one of our own lives...i have gained so much that i am more than thankfull for, but the balance of life has also allowed me to lose and let go of very important divisions of and in my life...but being able to understand this, has been very difficult as the growing progression of my life has been very rocky...i have been faceless, confused and non-existant in certain points of my days...but even after through all these thoughts, it is clear what makes me happy...i have a daughter who is my concern every second of the day...a smile, a laugh, a spirit who enters me in a floating serene state that is so sur-real...i have a woman who is beyond beautiful who has stolen my heart and has captured every sector of my soul...she truly is an angel that gives me strength through her charisma, appeal and true beauty..i am truly lucky...also my family has been a real strong foundation in my life... i have learned as much from them as they have learned from me...been through so much and still surviving through it all...my closest friends who have influenced me in many ways.. i am truly a product of my environment...i wouldnt change a thing with in my life as i am who i am because of everything that i have been through... the good and the bad... its my balance...i live to love...and now im learning to love to live...
