Call me Jess. I'm a Senior in High School.
Vegetarian.
I currently reside in Lowell, Massachusetts. Not a bad place at all.
Personally, I don't like to get all formal about these things. I'd like it if you meet me one day and we could just sit down and talk.
I'm pretty shy when meeting new people. I can act like an idiot at times but that just shows how comfortable I am around my loved ones.
But I'm willing to make new friends and rekindle lost friendships.
Music is a big part of my life. I'm always listening to music whenever I have the chance. I'm deeply in love with Indie and Visual Kei music. I always listen to Indie music whenever I feel mellow or pretty down. It speaks to my heart. My head and heart is at ease whenever I take a listen to the sound of the acoustic guitar. Visual Kei music is unique in it's own way. It's so instrumental and listening to the bass in a few songs just soothes my mind. I also listen to screamo, a few techno, electropop, powerpop, metalcore, etc.
I'm all about art and poetry. I have my dreams; I have my goals. I have been left behind, but I do know that it isn't too late to start something fresh.
The main reason why I do art and poetry is to express myself fully. If it is impossible to express myself through paper(or at all), I don't know what I would do. Art is my cure. Art is my antidote. Likewise, poetry is my way of expressing myself through words. It's as if I am letting all of my emotions and jumbled thoughts become one with the paper. Ink sinks through... And there you have it. An unexplainable masterpiece that both the artist and the audience can feel. The feeling is indescribable. It's the sort of feeling of an entangled heart finally letting itself go and becoming free, just like the birds.
Art doesn't have to look "perfect". If you are feeling more than accomplished on what you have done, nothing can go wrong.
Ah, I think I went a little too far with this whole artsy fartsy thing. ^_^
RANDOM.!
-I sometimes get pretty shy around new people.
-I love spaghetti&toast.
-In person, I can't really talk like how I do on the internet. Sometimes I stutter and sometimes I mix up words.
-I have a cute bunny named Katara.
-I get depressed and disappointed very easily.
-I've attempted at playing the acoustic guitar. As of now, I have no $$$ for lessons. I'm jobless.
-I open up to people easily but trust is a different story.
-I space out too much; That must mean I'm thinking.
-I wear an assortment of clothing. I hope no one calls me a "poser"(god, I haven't heard that word in years) or something :/
-Sometimes I like to stare at myself in the mirror.
& make funny faces...
-I am in love with amusement parks or any place with entertainment.
-I think I do get crushes on people easily. Actually, it depends.
-I'm not fond of getting too personal and talking about my love life unless it's with a person I'm comfortable with. Or if they just bring it up.
-My favorite video game is Tales of Symphonia. Since June 2004, ftw.
-One time in first grade, I walked out of my school and into the car. Guess what mommy bought me? An Ash Ketchum hat.
-I get paranoid easily. I always feel this odd presence behind me, but I know it's not real.
-This must mean I don't like watching horror movies by myself(Talking about this makes me feel nauseous and uneasy).
-I have a thing for Asian guys with spiky hair.
-Mmm I can eat Nutella ALONE.
-I have a soft spot for animals.
Which proves why I'm a vegetarian...
-But I don't go bragging around the place and showing off my pride.
-I try and wear off as much attention to me as possible. I don't really like it.
-I don't do well with blood. Or pain for that matter.
-I can act smart but I can act wickedd stupid if you want me to be :P
-I've studied psychology and all that. I want to get into philosophy.
-I just love talking to people about life and all. If I'm not talkative on the phone, I'm not comfortable with you...
-I really want a bike.
-If I make fun of you, that means I like you. Not in that sense, I just like you.
-I HAVE FAT IN MY LEGS. >:00!!
-I love gangsterr hats.
-Sometimes, I want to be a gangster. For a day.
-I want to drive with someone someday that would sing Taking Back Sunday songs with me.
The old Taking Back Sunday songs, of course.
-Or someone that would growllll and try and be all hardxcore with me when we listen to metalcore music.
Puhahahah. I think I know one person that would.
-I get scared of holding a baby.
-I think everyone is shallow in their own way. Looks sorta matter to me in a relationship, sorry :/... But I mostly like the other because of their personality and how they act towards me. Idk, if you want to ask about it, ask.
-I hatehatehate miscommunication and feeling distant from others. And no matter how hard I try, nothing works.
That must mean I get lonely easily.
-No matter how much I eat, I ALWAYS get hungry later at night.
-I laugh too much with my friends and their personalities rub off on me. Especially Andrew and Joe's =___=
-I'm not really a big fan of anime anymore. I prefer Asian dramas. OPPA!!!
-I love inside jokes with Andrew xD AMAZING BOOK.
-Hardcore otakus and overly obese women make me happy.
Har har, kidding.
-I want love to last forever. I don't get how people can just have sex then bounce to another person. That's just wrong in my opinion. But I guess things happen/change and it's impossible to fix things in such a situation.
-But on a brighter note; Someday I'll learn to play the piano!
And perhaps the violin!
Seriously, who reads this?
-->Louis Amaro; Need I say more? He's the only one that would actually set up his alarm clock just to wake me up every morning and say "Good morning, beautiful." The only one that would come to my house at 2 in the morning when I'm feeling down. The only one who would do so much for me when all I simply asked for was his heart :]<3 but I got it. And do I need more than this? No, I don't. But he does it anyway. I've never felt such a connection in my life. This feeling, is real. He's everything I ever wanted in a guy and so much more. I'm a more relaxed person now. Better yet, happy. And I'm pretty sure that this relationship will last. Way too early? Think what you will. I just know this feeling is beyond my imagination.<3