About Me

'Ello Loves. I'm just your average everyday bagel eatting, hot chocolate drinking, training Irish ninja. I run my operations out of my dorm room at Indiana State University, in Terre Haute. I love my vices (such as smoking) and outside of enjoying them, I live them.
Every thought about NyQuil? You know how it says -May cause drowiness-, well what it should say is: "Don't make any fucking plans." It might just be me but i'm pretty sure NyQuil is Greek for "Long Death like Slumber."
So, ya made it this far? Congrats, you can wade through one thing after another and be unaffected. In other words, your desperate for some attention, just want a new friend, or am a MySpace whore and want a crap load of friends you don't even know. Impressive grasshopper!
I am a Criminology and Psychology Major at Indiana State University, thinking of dropping my Psychology major down to a Minor and focus on Terrorism consultancy since it pays well and would be interesting. I am struggling in my Japanese class, and really just don't care right now because I am dealing with a lot of things right now and just do not want to even entertain any intellectual thoughts.
Outside of my "Rigorous" Studies I train hard and long in Martial Arts, Military Combatives, and have my own work out plan designed off Le Parkour and Ninja Warrior (the show). You know that guy who is always doing weird things, like trying to climb a building or seeing just how far he can push his body by running around flipping off stuff? Yeah, thats me.
I am a music fanatic, what you could call the Terrorism of Music-land. I have well over 360+gig's of Music and have listened to every last song multiple times; cause thats just how I roll.
The various graphics on my photo album are a twisted attempt at Photoshop and CS2 design, and as poor as some of them may be I view myself as an adept artist; which you should too if you love me. No seriously, come on. I need to ego boost...:D

My Interests

-Martial Arts
-Philosophy of Friends
-Philosophy of Love
-Psychology
-Entertaining Media
-The Ellusive Nature of the Natural World
-The Art of Human Destruction and Creation -Snowboarding -Parkour -Friends -Ninja Warrior -Yoga -Tantra -Chiropractics

I'd like to meet:

Anyone, anywhere, anytime, any means, and every sin.
-Myself

I'd enjoy being able to meet anyone as hopeless as myself and maybe we could make an extremely hopeless pair of friends? Who knows?----------------------------- In truth, i'm up for meeting anyone and everyone. After all, a life isn't a life without some friends and enemies, they are what strengthen are bonds to this crazy thing we call life. Its just a pity that I will go without meeting most of them.

Music:

-Billy Talent
-Hoobastank
-Stratovarius
-Flyleaf
-Ill Nino
-Michael Buble
-Hymns
-Sarah Fimm
-Tupac

Movies:

MySpace Layouts

MySpace Layouts

MySpace Layouts

MySpace Layouts

Heroes:

You are Strength

Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.

This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

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My Blog

New Beginnings and New Chapters (Looking past all...)

------------------------------------------------------------ --------------------------Its been over half a year since i've written anything, and in that time I have done many things...i've lost many t...
Posted by [61st Div.] Ruined Fenix on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 03:05:00 PST

See me morph into Johnny Depp!

www.myheritage.com...
Posted by [61st Div.] Ruined Fenix on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:15:00 PST

The Reality of it... (A chapter in life)

Sometimes, do you feel like your gazing outwards towards a vast ocean that surrounds you? All you have to stand on is a small patch of rock and sand, left to do nothing but wonder what is out there. Y...
Posted by [61st Div.] Ruined Fenix on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 08:22:00 PST

A practice of meditation (Relaxing Method of Thought)

(Read this. Run over it in your mind, as your sit down and push all things aside. Leave anything that comes to mind on here, when you get a chance.) ~A place to find familiar faces~ "There is no ...
Posted by [61st Div.] Ruined Fenix on Sat, 19 May 2007 11:53:00 PST

Written Thoughts of Mastery (Ehh...leave your stain on the comment)

I fucking hate these hours, next semester will be better hopefully. Nothing gets better though, never. I wonder what Bade was talking about; dendrites, soma, axon. Now she is going on about the struc...
Posted by [61st Div.] Ruined Fenix on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:31:00 PST

Written Thought of Religion (Read me and critique/feedback)

In every form of life there is a want, in different forms of course, such as the want of a purpose or the want of pleasure and pain; even the want of nothingness. Every life is born to desire somethi...
Posted by [61st Div.] Ruined Fenix on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:25:00 PST

Aesthetics Topic of Fear. (Read me and Critique wit' Feedback)

"It seems an unaccountable pleasure which the spectators of a well written tragedy recieve from sorrow, terror, anxiety, and other passions that are in themselves disagreeable and uneasy..." - Dave Hu...
Posted by [61st Div.] Ruined Fenix on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:23:00 PST

Written Thoughts of Misc. (Read wit' Caution of Sanity loss)

The nightly ranting of these dreams serve as a blade to the insanity plaguing this form in the rights of preservation, which also serve to limit our experience in both soul and body. Night serving as...
Posted by [61st Div.] Ruined Fenix on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:30:00 PST