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About Me

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind
YOU WANNA KNOW ABOUT ME?Bdcurls69 on AIMim COЯEY and im a different breed of person. Leave it at this im: Sicilian, Irish, German, English, n Swedish. HOW NOT NORMAL IS THAT? but anyway i will tell you the truth right away to your face, over the phone, at the gym, at a funeral....even if it offends you or not.... I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!! too much for me to worry about. I dont like to give up on things till they are done, like my workouts. I HATE DRAMA and KEEP YOUR "SO I HEARD" and the "he said she said bullshit",Keep it away from me, unless its bullshittin. Im what you call an Asshole, but would you rather me dress up the truth so it makes you feel good, most say noSo anyway im 6'4 and i Like to lift/ workout/ Stay active, although it dont look it, Im a HEALTH NUT, all i think about is the gym n Nutrition if you dont know what health nut means. You might wanna go back to school. I play guitar and i have 7 (3 7strings 3 6strings 1bass) of them, i plan on gettin more. I run a 5150 half stack with a some rack gear. No i dont play that gay disturbed shit or whatever pop rocks on the radio. I like death metal and punk, n whatever catches my ear. Also i like really fucked up things. I laugh at the seriously bad shit, and cringe at the good. Forreal im weird like that. Im an Alcoholic and fightin the disease in a life long octagon. Im still tryin to figure myself out. Im naturally angry because of my past, but im tryin to change it. Im into relationships more than one night deals. No i aint gay, and far from it. Whatever YOU say to me stays wit me. no one else would ever hear about. Thats Me for now... Deal wit it or kill yourself. BYE

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

ANYONE THAT CAN HANDLE THERE OWN WEIGHT.
DRAMA FREE AND JUST CHILL
ANYONE WHO CAN ACCEPT ME FOR ME
K.A.O.S N BANDITS 4 LIFE
Pink
BellaDonna
Avril Lavign
Angelina Jolie
Suicide Girls
Gods Girls
REKT GIRLS !!!!
Female Musicans that play metal

My Blog

Regret? YEA MAYBE A FEW...Make that One

I normally dont regret shit..But One thing i do regret was ever bein wit youhookin up wit youbein mad at you now because its a waste of my time just like those 90 days i spent wit youregret droppin my...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 00:46:00 GMT

MindFuck

Dude what the fuck.... I hate this fuckn disease.... its tearin me apart.... I wanna Beat the piss outta someone and i wanna drink again....This deal is the worst i could ever feelSobriety is the bigg...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 12:06:00 GMT

95 days sober.... Hard? you have know idea

Well last friday the 23rd i made my first 90 days sober.I can say that monday thru sunday was the hardest shit i could manage. Stress from work, I want a drink. Harsh Reality, I want a drink. I feel ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 16:36:00 GMT

30 Days?

Well yesterday i made my 30 days sober of the alchol. YEA who wouldve thought id be an alcholic but these 30 days, i aint gonna lie they were all hard as fuck. and thinkn 30 days back i never thought ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 09:02:00 GMT

Fuck This Shit .... I cant take it anymore

This fuckn disease sucks... Never thought id fein over a god damn fuckn drink.. But its not that im pissed atThe Fact that my own mom doesnt believe me on the fact that im a fuckn alcoholic..MY FUCKN ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 06:31:00 GMT

Day 3 : Withdraw Blows

Why did i ever get this way..... My head is fuckn killin me.... I felt like shit for the past 3 days and i cant stop shakin... Shit Fuckn Sucks. I never thought id be in this situation
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 22:35:00 GMT

Finally Gave In

Iight im an AlcholicIm givin in nowfor most that know me. I like to drink alot. my breaks were to try n clean me up but would throw me back to where i was. Its a cycle that has to end nowIll still be...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 23:14:00 GMT

Addiction

Well its been 3 weeks since i went clean...still clean as i speak will be till mid oct til mid november the back to the grind with itall ive been thinkn about is alcoholI think this time its pulled m...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 02:09:00 GMT

RISE ABOVE

NEVER QUIT, NEVER SURRENDER,FOREVER TRY, UNTIL I DIE,TO BRAVE THE STORM THATLIFE SHALL BAREONE DAY I'LL FLY, WHERE EAGLES DARERISE ABOVEwritten by Mr. Beck at Ironasylum.com
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 00:31:00 GMT

Angels Wings.... Not a fan of Christianity.... But a song cant speak ME any better

You say you're down on your luckhey baby, its a long, long way uphold back now, hold back your fearsyou say you're really down and outand you feel like there's no way out nowlet go now let go of your ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 07:14:00 GMT