Azure~Sense~of~Self - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I am really not that interesting, if anything I am an introvert by nature and extrovert when required. I find life to be an interesting little adventure and the true journey inside, what cannot be found with in will not be found with out. A closet philosopher with poetic aspirations, I like to mix things up being both a near obsessive role player and paintballer. Things that make my world turn would have to be music, literature ,close friends ,poetry and time spent in nature.
I suppose the end question is really.
Will the deserts be forgiven for the water in there wells.
If there are no drunks in heaven and there is no wine in hell.
End of the day is that not what we all seek absolution and understanding for our faults that are simply a symptom of the human condition.

My Interests

As stated,Metaphysics,poetry,music.....then role-playing both pen and paper and mmorpg. Good fantasy/cult literature as well as things and people in general.

I'd like to meet:

Just about any one who haven't yet scared away.*G*
Honestly though I am always interested in meeting people especially any one with an interest in philosophy or simple eclectic thought. I have endless passion for discussing things of a spiritual and or metaphysical nature. any one interested in role-playing, good fantasy fiction ,Similar music tastes also welcome ~smiles~

Music:

This Could take a while,
Madrugada , Magenticfields,Coil,Legendary pink dots,Backworld, Sopor aeuturnus, The autumns,Mojave3,Slowdive,Leonard Cohen, Nick Cave, Elysian Fields, Counting crows. etc
Crux shadows, this mortal coil, Brendan Perry
Many many more
A covenant of thorns
Take possibly the saddest lyrics ever, add some up beat electronica, mix in a few surreal sound bites, stir until perfect and beautiful and you are getting close to the sound of this group. . Have you ever stared for a moment at a broken window and realized that something could be broken yet beautiful and intriguing all at once? That is what A Covenant Of Thorns does for me...I love them-one of my all time faves.
These guys got a write up just for being perfect

Books:

American gods-Neil Gaiman
War of light and shadows-Janny Wurtz
Small gods-Terry Pratchet
Drawing blood- Poppy.Z.Brite
Blood and gold-Anne Rice
Others to, those just spring to mind now

My Blog

Beautiful Losers

What is a saint? A saint is someone who has achieved a remote human possibility. It is impossible to say what that possibility is. I think it has something to do with the energy of love. Contact with ...
Posted by Azure~Sense~of~Self on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 11:58:00 PST

When i grow bored I ramble and things like this pop out

I have seen into your darkness And I know it holds no fear Yet I tremble with apprehension Every time I hold you near It's the enmity and antipathy Of the curse we cannot cure The seductive smi...
Posted by Azure~Sense~of~Self on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Listening to coil on good ear phones.

I dont know why this warrents a blog entry bar the fact that people should listen to coil. They are about the most amazing ambient noise/darkwave groups ever. Who manage to really add substance with s...
Posted by Azure~Sense~of~Self on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

H ~this one is from some years back but lingers with me~

H Garbage bags and dirty rags tile an empty floor barren eyes personify the need for life no more forget the vein it taps the soul wipes the colors out chasing dragons chasi...
Posted by Azure~Sense~of~Self on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

random poem

Picked one at pretty much random... Bleeding Pen I'm the romantic cheshire Cat Now this Now that So fleet of foot I know not were I'm at Inspiration come find me I weary of my melanc...
Posted by Azure~Sense~of~Self on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST