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"Finding Her Way" by Joanlee "A" KamtanWith a blank stare she smiles, sits back and laughs for a while "Whats so funny, Grandma?" "Oh nothing, I'm just laughing at you!" Me looking confused, her being amused, I didn't know what to do but to smile back too. She was known for this.)I remember lying on your lap as I cried, You caressing by back, telling me it'll be alright. As weak as you were, you lifted me up and dried my eyes, and said, "A, you got to be strong to make it in life." (Thanks for the advice.)I can't stop my tears from falling and at times, i can still hear you calling. Occasionally, I'll walk into your room, hoping and praying for a connection with you very soon. ...and it's still so hard to accept that you're gone. Now all i have of you are photos and precious memories, Embedded in my heart eternally of how much you meant to me. So now I do both, smile and cry, Laughing...reminiscing of our moments together while saying goodbye.Oh, and when you get a chance 'ta Please say Hi to grandpa. because i know you're with him right now. Him in a white tux, you in a white gown and both of you...Smiling Down.And I Cry (Tears of Joy.)