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Kerictr12

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About Me

"Fine Again"It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying hereAnd I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as wellI feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying hereAnd I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as wellAnd I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now. And I’m not scared now. No…I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I am prepared now, seems everything’s gonna be fine for me For me; for myself. For me, for me, for myself For me, for me, for myselfSOFT SIDE: My favorite thing in the ENTIRE world is to have my back tickled and be sang "Puff the Magic Dragon". If you ever want me to fall for you HARD...I just gave you the sure fire quick route to my heart. I am still just a little girl inside....and truly hope I stay that way forever.DARK SIDE: Blood is erotic......The friends..........The Ex's - Dreaming comes so easily Cause it's all that I've known True love is a fairytale I'm damaged, so how would I know?I'm scared and I'm alone I'm shamed and I need for you to knowI didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near meHealing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Won't let anyone get close to me I'm damaged, as I'm sure you knowI'm scared and I'm alone I'm shamed and I need for you to knowI didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near meThere's only for my soul And undo this fear Forgiveness for a man Who was stronger I was just a little girl But I can't look backI didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near meCan't go back... Can't go back... Can't go back... Can't go back... I can't go back... I can't go back... I can't go back.. I must go on... I must go on... I must go on... I must go on... I must go on... I must go on... I must go on....The family.....

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Got an empty cup......only Jerry can fill.My body may be in the OC, but heart will always be in Texas.Bastrop, TX......someday will be my home again.There are 2 types of people...those who are TEXAN, and those who wish they were! There's a place in the darkness that I used to cling toThat presses harsh hope against time. In the absence of martyrs there's a presence of thievesWho only want to rob you blind.They steal away any sense of peace. Tho' I'm a king I'm a king on my knees. And I know they are wrong when they say I am strongAs the darkness covers me.So turn on the light and reveal all the glory.I am not afraid.To bear all my weakness, knowing in meekness,I have a kingdom to gain.Where there is peace and love in the lightIn the light , I am not afraid To let your light shine bright in my life, in my lifeThere are ghosts from my past who've owned more of my soulThan I thought I had given away. They linger in closets and under my bedAnd in pictures less proudly displayed. A great fool in my life I have beenHave squandered 'til pallid and thin.Hung my head in shame and refused to take blameFor the darkness I know I've let win.So turn on the light and reveal all the glory. I am not afraidTo bear all my weakness, knowing in meekness,I have a kingdom to gain. Where there is peace and love in the lightIn the light , I am not afraid To let your light shine bright in my life, in my lifeCan you hear me? Can you hear me? I've never been much for the bearing of soulIn the presence of any man. I'd rather keep to myself all safe and secureIn the arms of a sinner I am. Could it be that my worth should defendBy the crimson stained grace on a hand? And like a lamp on a hill Lord I pray in your willTo reveal all of you that I can. So turn on the light and reveal all the glory. I am not afraid. To bear all my weakness, knowing in meekness,I have a kingdom to gain. Where there is peace and love in the lightIn the light , I am not afraid To let your light shine bright in my life, in my lifeThere's a place in the darkness that I used to cling toThat presses harsh hope against time.Epiphany by Staind

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My Interests

For fun on the outside:For a life on the inside:and a host of friends which has grown up around me.My children.....my best friends. Mama Dilly The Fat Moose Boy

I'd like to meet:

....A GIRL THAT NEEDS ME BECAUSE SHE LOVES ME...NOT LOVES ME BECAUSE SHE NEEDS ME.......and makes me feel like a girl even tho i kinda like to be the "man". :).......But i love all women. they are just fuckin BEAUTIFUL!!!

Music:

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MARTIKA lyricsFrom Grateful Deadto Rob Zombie: basically anything but country or rap.

Movies:

The Ultimate GiftHope Floats.28 Days. 13 going on 30. Fight Club. Underworld. Austin PowersGirl Interrupted. Finding Nemo. Miss Congenialtiy. Somewhere in Time. Fox and the Hound. Phantom of the Opera. Puff the Magic Dragon.City of Angels.....and Anything with Sam Elliotor Sandra Bullock.

Television:

PunKy BreWSteR Saturday Night Live. Friends. Will & Grace. CSI. Extreme Makeover - Home Edition.

Books:

"Surviving" "The Voice of The Night" "The Big Book"

Heroes:

My Father. There's no greater man... must be cuz he's from TX.And my Gramma.....92 years old and my favorite date!My Guardian Angel, Laura.#12 Forever - Roger "Dodger" Staubach

My Blog

I stand at the turning point......AGAIN

It seems life is getting very REAL very quickly this time.........Its all I can do to keep my head above water.  I got the job, the car, the place to live, the fellowship, the willingness, the fa...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 01:10:00 PST

Christmas Ass Hole

So I did it again....let the shit control my life.  Xmas eve...and all is well....and Keri gave up her keys like a good little drunk....knowing full well that she was going to get good and buzze...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 04:41:00 PST

trapped again

I thought it was gonna be easy to get back....really did.  I have all the tools i need to do it, support, but no more willingness.  So here i sit.......again, trapped in the bathroom, worry...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 11:41:00 PST

Life

Life happens....even when you aren't prepared for it.  Even when you are sometimes you handle it better than others.  I can sit and tell myself i am gonna do the right thing...then something...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Thu, 10 May 2007 11:48:00 PST

We had to be free of anger...it is the dubious luxury of normal men.

Pg 66 It is plain that a life which includes deep resentment leads only to futility and unhappiness.  To the precise extent that we permit these, do we squander the hours that might have been wor...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 11:54:00 PST

We seek out the man...who is still sick.

God puts ideas in my head and i just trust my intuitions.  I got put in a place where i could be of maximum service to others tonight......God put me there right after i spoke, so my foundation w...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 01:11:00 PST

God.....

.....grant me the serenity, To accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference. Amen.  ...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 11:03:00 PST

Fade to Black.......Keri's disease.

So....I found this song and put in on my profile....and when it started to play...i started to cry.  Because this is how i used to feel....every fuckin word of it.  I used to write the lyric...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 11:25:00 PST

........this about sums it up.

Artist: Staind Lyrics Song: So Far Away Lyrics This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I've shared And these are my dreams That I'd never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I, ...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 03:34:00 PST

"Days Between"

Days Between Lyrics: Robert HunterMusic: Jerry Garcia There were days, and there were daysAnd there were days betweenSummer flies and August diesThe world grows dark and meanComes the shimmer of the ...
Posted by Kerictr12 on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 04:41:00 PST