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black flowers blossom

never forget the essence of your spark

About Me

Don't live in yesterdays world.
Don't put too much faith in what tomorrow is supposed to bring,
for it seldom happens as planned.
Don't lock yourself too close to any one person,
for if you do, you're sure to be hurt.
If you want to share with other people, share what you have.
Don't hide behind emotions and what others,
such as parents, have programmed you to do .
Get your head out of material things ,
for it only puts you in competition with greedy, power - conscious pigs.
Wipe your own ass, do your own thing and
ego be damned.
I'm Bliss. Yes, that is my entire first name and no, my mother was not a hippie. I eat way too much macaroni and cheese, and drink way too much milk. I hate close minded people. I have an awesome family, and they are quite possibly better than yours. I'm still in love with my first boyfriend, and if that bothers you...well, too damn bad. I smoke way more cigarettes then I should. I have stretch marks. I love my friends, but I hate that I only talk to most of them when it's me who does the calling. I love animals and when I see them, my voice changes, and I scream out a weird word. Some people think it's cute; most people don't. I have five tattoos, and plan on getting a lot more. I don't do drugs. I think way too much, and I hate it. I don't like to shop. I love taking pictures. I hate roaches more than anything else in this world. I love music. I don't like being put into a "category" because I'm me, and probably more different than anyone you know. Charles Manson makes my heart smile; he's funny and smarter than most. I love serial killers and want to be a crime scene photographer one day. I love Dexter and Queer as Folk. I also love all types of movies. I hate people who try to be someone they are not, and I hate how girls think it's cool to be slutty. I enjoy reading. I like to drink, but not really get drunk. I think it's sexy when men come home all dirty and smell like bodywash and sweat. It annoys me to no end when all I hear girls talk about is their weight. I absolutely love playing video games. I am way too friendly, and forgive too easily. You probably think I like you; I most likely don't.
In Loving Memory
Scott Eugene "Duke" Adler
November 20, 1985 - April 7, 2007
My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there

These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can't forget what we claimed as ours

My Interests

+ Photography
+ Video Games
+ Sleeping
+ Music

I'd like to meet:

I already met him!

"Sometimes when I look at you, I can hardly believe you're mine. I think about how attractive you are, how caring and sensitive, how interesting and funny and I can hardly believe that out of this whole world of people, I was lucky enough to find you. Sometimes when I look at you I remember what it was like in the beginning, when we were just getting to know each other. I'll never forget the nervous excitement I used to feel everytime I saw you...and I smile every time I relive the tenderness of our very first kiss. Sometimes when I look at you, I get lost in memories of special times we've shared, in daydreams of the happiness we've yet to discover together. Everytime I look at you, I realize how much I love the love we share and how very much I love you."

no apologies; no regrets

My favorite movie of all time

"I'm just tired of everything...even the echoes. There is nothing in my life but echoes...echoes of lost hopes, dreams, and joys. They're beautiful and mocking."

I love my family & friends!

Music:

+ Rammstein
+ VNV Nation
+ White Zombie
+ Rob Zombie
+ Linkin Park
+ Disturbed
+ Massive Attack
+ Portishead
+ Agents of Oblivion
+ Metallica
+ DNTEL
+ Dimmu Borgir
+ ...many more...

Movies:

+ Harry Potter
+ House of 1000 Corpses
+ Devils Rejects
+ Rob Zombies Halloween
+ High School Musical
+ Blue Spring
+ Night of the Living Dead
+ Dawn of the Dead
+ Akira
+ Remember the Titans
+ Lost in Translation
+ Eternal Sunshine
+ The Life Aquatic
+ ...many more...

Television:

+ Dexter
+ Queer as Folk
+ Gossip Girl
+ Heroes

Books:

Too many.

Heroes:

My Mommy is my everything!

Scott Fucking Adler

"So, for you people who are filled with the fear that I might someday be released: breatheeasy, I don't see it happening. And for you people who are victims of all the hype thatportrays me as a charismatic cult leader, guru, lover, pied piper or any other Jesus, I wantyou to know I've got everything in the world, and beyond, right here. My eyes are cameras.My mind is turned into more television channels than exist in your world and the universe asmy own. So, save your sympathy and know that only a body is in prison. At my will, I walkyour streets and am right out there among you."

- Charles MillsManson

My Blog

i fight this battle all alone

"This is the thing, I think often, that never occurs to you when you consider what it would be like to lose someone you love. That you would miss not just the flowers and kisses, but the totality of t...
Posted by black flowers blossom on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 07:42:00 PST

the herd will be hunted

glance into the blackness hidden beneath your surface My happiness has been scaring me lately, and I know it's because I am doing a horrible thing & also, why can I be happy when I know my aunt is...
Posted by black flowers blossom on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 12:51:00 PST

late night with the bestie is always a good time

Me: I have to poopie. brb. (12:25 13) Kelly: lol   Me: okay, that helped. belly still hurts though. (12:26 36)   Me: damn, I just checked the time stamp. I poop fast.   Kelly: haha &nbs...
Posted by black flowers blossom on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:40:00 PST

rip baby boy.....

It's very depressing to wake up and find your little pride and joy dead. That's what happened to me this morning. My beloved rabbit Bubbles passed away after having him for 4 years. I know it was...
Posted by black flowers blossom on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 11:59:00 PST

rip scott eugene adler

My heart has been broken before, but never like this. My first love ended his own life today. Words can not express the grief that is in my heart. I can't think right now enough to write the words I n...
Posted by black flowers blossom on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 06:19:00 PST