I thought that i knew what i was looking for before, but now i feel like i have a better understanding of where im at and who id truly like to meet. i have met amazing men from NYC to LA and everywhere in between. ive met guys who resemble anything and everything good and bad about men. some guys feel as if they can buy my love, some guys want me to look pretty on their arm....ive realized im looking for something real. im not shallow, i have no clue what "he" looks like, does for a living, or where he even lives. My friends tell me im looking for "Mr. America" and maybe they right....im searching for my Mr. America, whoever he is. It sounds dumb, but i want to kiss in the pouring rain and just not care, i want to hold his hand in public and be proud of what we share, i want us to give ourselves to eachother on every level. I NEED emotion, i need butterflies, i need to know that the man who i sleep next to every night is something special. I want to wake up in someones arms and know that theyre the one. i guess im a hopeless romantic searching for true LOVE. I dont want a guy who kisses my ass, but will be honest with me. im tired of lies, games, empty words, and bullshit. I NEED a MAN who RESPECTS and treats me well...and most do. Its frustrating for me because i meet so many great guys who are interested, but i never look in their eyes and see anything. so i guess my search for mr. right continues and i guess im fine with it....as they say all good things are worth waiting for....and if hes that amazing i will wait forever.
WHEREVER YOU ARE....IM WAITING