=aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Just like the typical female next door to you, I can be the sweetest thing to ever come into your life while in that same sense I can be a rude witch. I hate showing that side of me, I truly believe I should never have to come to that extent but some people just love to take your kindness for weakness and I dont play that game. I truly love everyone. And I have a great heart. I am dealing with some issues at hand and I am learning to let some things go. I've been hurt and in some ways I am still hurting. If you ever thought to yourself, did you have anything to do with it? Maybe you did, but I loved you enough not to tell you. I am one to take the pain just so you wont hurt.... So with that in mind, I am taking this crazy/beautiful life one step at a time...I have quite a few things going on in my life, too many things going on in my head, too much to talk about but not enough time to get it all out....

My Interests

imikimi - Customize Your World**UPDATE**I LOVE YOU. I CARE ABOUT YOU. I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE, WHERE YOU BEEN, WHAT YOU ARE GOING THRU...I LOVE YOU. JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT! AS FOR ME, I CARE WAY ENTIRELY TOO MUCH. ITS BOTH A GOOD AND BAD THING BECAUSE IT BOTH HURTS AND HELPS ME..RIGHT NOW I AM TRYING TO FOCUS ON TAKING THE NEGATIVE OUT OF MY LIFE..AND CONCENTRATE ON THE POSITIVE..ITS HARD! DID YOU KNOW THAT? I'M GOING TO LET GOD GUIDE ME ON THIS ONE BECAUSE I CAN'T DO IT ALONE..AS FOR MY MOMMA, I MISS HER DAY AND NIGHT, THERES NOT ONE DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF HER..SHE DESERVED ALOT BETTER FROM ME AND I KNOW ONE DAY I AM GONNA HAVE THAT CHANCE TO SEE HER AGAIN AND I ONLY HOPE AND PRAY TO GOD THAT WHILE IM HERE I DONT LET HER DOWN AGAIN.. TO YOU MY MOM, MY GIRLFRIEND, MY LOVE..I MISS YOU!

I'd like to meet:

I LOVE THIS MAN BUT BOY CAN YOU SAY ONE TOO MANY!!!

Music:

"On December 24th, 2007, God came for his angel to take back with him to heaven, he sent her down back in 1952, he gave her a mission as well as a list of things to do..She made people laugh and she made people smile, she made all the time in the world seem worthwhile...Always willing to give and never settle for less, my mom to me was simply the best..so as we are gathered to say goodbye, shes looking down from heaven telling us HI..."

Movies:

In order for me to watch a movie, it has less than the first ten minutes of its start to grab my attention and if it fails to do so, then forget about trying to get me to watch it...but I love simple innocent kid movies like The Lion King, Finding Nemo, Ice Age..those types! I can get into other movies such as Jay and Silent Bob, Blow, Empire, Fight Club, (I know there is alot more that I just cant think of for the life of me)but oh oh oh! I love movies based on true events..those can get me for hours..
imikimi - Customize Your World

Television:

For two days I held auditions for the best "CATS-MEMORY" artist to win a spot on my page...Here is my winner..

Books:

I like reading random things, I cant say I have a favorite book, author or whatever cause I read bits and pieces here and there..I love quotes...that I can say! "To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world"..."If you stay focused on what you've left behind, you will not be able to see what lies ahead"..."Whatever happens, happens for a reason"

My Blog

I am gonna smile..

I dont know whats going on anymore! I feel totally lost. I have too much going on in my head. I am simply going to smile and act like nothing is wrong. I have done a good job at that for a long time n...
Posted by =aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 03:21:00 PST

Same as the Bulletin- You know....

As I just laid my mom to rest not even a few weeks ago, I thought to myself...Man we are burying her at Hollywood Cementary, which is the same place that my dad is buried...of course, we joked and sai...
Posted by =aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 09:13:00 PST

My letter to my mom...

Mom, I remember how you always said me, dude and Mandy were always on Myspace...and I told you that I would put you on here...Well I know you can see now, and I have no other way to get this to you so...
Posted by =aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 02:29:00 PST

I just have to get this out...

Majority of you already know that I lost my mom Christmas Eve and man that pain is hitting me slowly but surely..Every day its getting to me a little more and more...but the other thing that keeps get...
Posted by =aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 09:06:00 PST

Guess its my turn back up to the mic...

I HAVE MY MOMENTS WHEN THE WORLD IS IN THE PALM OF MY HANDS AND I FEEL LIKE I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT TO DO...AND SOMETIMES AT THAT SAME EXACT TIME...THAT SAME WORLD UNFOLDS AND CRUMBLES RIGHT BEF...
Posted by =aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 12:23:00 PST

Why am I feeling this way....

FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS, I HAVE BEEN HAVING THIS BAD FEELING, I HAVE JUST BEEN AVOIDING IT, I AM GOING ON WITH MY LIFE AS USUAL BUT I KEEP GETTING THIS FEELING THAT SOMETHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN... U...
Posted by =aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= on Tue, 29 May 2007 12:14:00 PST

just a question..

have you ever needed or wanted to say something to someone so bad but hesistated because of the lack of knowing the exact words to say...or the fear of saying the wrong thing....so....you never say an...
Posted by =aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 08:30:00 PST

what are you doing/thinking....

rarely do i take the time out to ask my friends what they are doing and whats on their minds...so now i ask.....let me know...let whatever you want out!
Posted by =aLeX's GiRLfRiENd= on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 11:27:00 PST